While i cant remember it that well ether? (im going off my memories) i thought i was justified and gave a fair amount of escalation during said event, though it has been months so i might have fucked up, i should note again i have no ill will, i feel like at the time of the original ban i was peeved by the decision along with many other things, leading to me having a certain view on events in the future, i will say i don't have both sides of the story, i only have my 9 month old memory of how things went down in my mind, and though in that situation i did properly escalate, that might not have been the case because of my one sided view of the situation. no matter the case i would like to say sorry for the first message, it was made with malice at the whole situation, as i felt wronged and honestly, in the end, i got banned from a role on space man rp server and while that sucks because i enjoy the aspects of the server, i can accept that my views on proper escalation even after months of improving my rp experience may be different then what is expected by the staff team.
Tldr: my view on the situation is clouded by 9mth old memory and 1 sided views of what happened, and while i may have not done as much escalation as i remember, i feel i've grown enough over 8 months to better understand the situation and grow from it, even if my views of escalation even now may not be the same as what the staff team would have liked from a antag.