Psychological Evaluation Transcript - Marikova, Natascha E - 17/04/2462

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DEVICE: (transcript begins)

INTERVIEWER: Hello again, Natascha.

MARIKOVA: (inaudible)

DEVICE: (audio sensitivity increased - was 44%, now 55%)

INTERVIEWER: I understand the past weeks have been bad for you.

DEVICE: (8 seconds of silence)

INTERVIEWER: There is no question right now about whether you will be passing this evaluation. I will try to have you paid for the duration of your leave. I only want to know how you are doing.

MARIKOVA: (faint) I am far from well, doctor.

INTERVIEWER: (faint) I know. How has that been for you?

MARIKOVA: (faint) I do not know what you are asking.

INTERVIEWER: Tell me something. Tell me about how your days have been. What did you do yesterday?

DEVICE: (4 seconds of silence)

MARIKOVA: (faint) I spent most of yesterday in bed, doctor. But I have not slept in two days.

INTERVIEWER: Natascha.

MARIKOVA: They are saying they still have not found Ilana.

INTERVIEWER: (sighs)

MARIKOVA: I like you, doctor. I trust you very deeply. (voice rising) But I have already heard quite enough of you people telling me to "move on."

INTERVIEWER: That is not... what I am saying. I would not ask you to simply push aside your sister after only a month has passed. I-

MARIKOVA: (faint) I'm sorry.

INTERVIEWER: -only- I know. I forgive you. I am only trying to help you process it in the healthiest way possible.

MARIKOVA: (faint) You forgive too easily, doctor.

DEVICE: (3 seconds of silence)

MARIKOVA: Have they told you what happened?

INTERVIEWER: My understanding is that your vessel was decommissioned. They could not find Ilana during the final evacuation.
 

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DEVICE: (6 seconds of silence)

MARIKOVA: Gilqing.

DEVICE: (Decommissioned. - from solarian common)

DEVICE: (4 seconds of silence)

INTERVIEWER: Natascha?

MARIKOVA: Sang seisen huapu zao chyo deun. 

DEVICE: (So they've already buried her. - from solarian common)

INTERVIEWER: What do you mean?

MARIKOVA: It was not decommissioned. The NTV Milky Way was not obsolete. There was a mutiny.

INTERVIEWER: Let me... review your files.

DEVICE: (14 seconds without speech / sounds of paper rustling)

INTERVIEWER: Decommissioned. Here.

DEVICE: (3 seconds of silence)

MARIKOVA: I should never have left Pluto.

INTERVIEWER: Natascha... what are you trying to say?

DEVICE: (4 seconds of silence)

DEVICE: (transcription paused)

DEVICE: (transcription resumes - recording has been paused for 22 minutes, 31 seconds)

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MARIKOVA: (raspy) It was a very sloppy decommissioning for sure.

INTERVIEWER: Your files agree. Regardless - I can now confirm that you have not passed this evaluation. I see no reason to continue this discussion in an official capacity. Would you like to say anything else for the record?

DEVICE: (4 seconds of silence)

MARIKOVA: (raspy / faint) Bolee silʹnaja ženŝina, čem ja, ubila by ètih dʹjavolov.

DEVICE: (unrecognized language)

DEVICE: (5 seconds of silence)

INTERVIEWER: (faint) Ja ponimaju.

DEVICE: (unrecognized language)

DEVICE: (transcript ends)

Edited January 27, 2023 by Sniblet