BYOND Key: powerthrills (character: Jill Edison)
Staff BYOND Key: MattAtlas
Game ID: bR3-ckoQ
Reason for complaint: I was playing a round as Engineer and setting up the shields when my character was approached by a wizard making vague promises of power. It sounded interesting so I took him up on it and got turned into a Juggernaut. Afterwards there was a big stand off in the aft hallway with security, and we ended up going to engineering because the wizard wanted to flood the station atmospherics with Nitrogen. A fight broke out and I ended up misclicking the wizard and killing him, which got me boinked by Matt.
I didn't even realize that I killed the wizard until Matt told me, and I was devastated because I thought I completely ruined the round. (Apparently the wizard can respawn but I didn't know that at the time.) I explained that it was an accident and he told me he was giving me a warning and threatened me with escalating punishments if I did it again. It was like twisting a knife; I didn't want it to happen in the first place let alone do it again. My hands were shaking, my heart was beating like a drum, everyone was almost the same color and moving around fast, and I have scars on my eyes that make portions of my vision blurry.
He de-escalated it to a verbal warning mid conversation, which was nice...I guess. But then he tried some doublethink bullshit by saying his punishment threats weren't actually threats. When I confronted him in deadchat he moderated his tone somewhat and even gave a non-apology (MattAtlas (Lelyl Kerei'Velan) moans, "and I understand that, if I was too hard on you, I apologize").
I'm not seeking anything here. I don't want Matt stripped of his power, banned, reprimanded, or anything else. I do not have a vendetta. Beyond this thread, it's over for me. But I think that MattAtlas is a bully. The reason I'm making this complaint is so that if this is/becomes a pattern of behavior then I want it recognized as quickly as possible. Technically, I'm not new to SS13. I've picked it up a couple times over the past few years and every time I stopped playing pretty quickly and would have to relearn it like a newbie each time I came back. This is the first time I've tried playing on an rp server and it's also the first time that putting all this effort into this silly game started to feel worth it. The community has been great, especially the engineering staff who taught me the job, and every other time I've been poked by admins I could clearly see what I had done wrong and they were super cool. This time, with Matt, it was just upsetting and made me feel like complete scum.
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Additional remarks: Thank you for reading.