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  1. @Josh Remember to read through Nanako's entire post. They were trapped and then ended up dying because of their axe being destroyed because of a bug.
  2. While I may not be involved in this complaint, I believe this section of the rules qualifies me to be able to speak: http://puu.sh/oRz1F/9ceb466a25.png And, my proof will be in the puddin' fairly soon. So Nanako's axe was destroyed because of their internet cutting out, making them drop whatever was in their hands at the time inside the mech, which in turn, makes it disappear. Their reasoning was sound; they brought an axe with them as an emergency tool because they knew they'd get in an area where such a tool would be needed. This is what you would realistically do as a sane human being, and when I read this: http://puu.sh/oRzdh/e09d1927e6.png I thought "Wowee." Jennalele claims that she didn't spawn an axe for Nanako because she was right in the middle of trying not to be murdered by the cult. Yet, as I hear that, I'm drawn back to this piece of evidence: http://puu.sh/oRzls/531426e842.png She still had time to, in numerous instances, say "rip you" over and over again in OOC, which for some reason (Oh, I don't know why) makes me believe that they did in fact, have time to do what Nanako had asked, which was a completely reasonable, perfectly achievable feat. And before I get a barrage of "YOU AREN'T A STAFF MEMBER YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SPAWNING AND AGHOSTING", let me tell you this. I was. I know exactly how to aghost out of my body, jump to someone, bring up the spawn menu, find the fire axe, while looking through a very small selection of text-blocks mind you, and return to my body in less than 5 seconds flat, if even that. Spawning something for someone takes absolutely no time whatsoever if you're looking for something as simple as a fire axe. http://puu.sh/oRzyd/0b46f40ec2.png Again, completely reasonable request. It was only met with more passive-aggressive, snarky remarks in the form of "rip you". It literally takes five seconds, which was more than enough time for you to type "rip you" about four times in OOC. Administrators are expected to be responsive to players, that's correct. However, they are not expected to ignore (or in this case, practically insult) players when a "small bug" ended up killing Nanako, because a tool that they'd brought in advance for this very specific reason was destroyed, because of said bug. I'd also like to bring up the FACT mind you, that administrators do play the game, but you absolutely are obligated to help out the player that's had their experience ruined because of a bug while you're the only staff member online that can actually fix it. How you can even get away with saying this is beyond me; you're an administrator for a reason. You have a history of being brash and quite rude in almost every aspect when it comes to interacting with people, and I can see where Nanako is coming from by looking at the evidence provided. Giving the reason "I couldn't do anything because I play the game too and I was trying to stay safe from the cult" doesn't excuse the fact that you still decided to practically insult them again and again. In fact, I'm willing to bet you've banned someone for doing this very thing. To turn around and do it yourself is...well. Okay, imagine this. Jennalele is a fire chief outside a burning building, co-ordinating their firemen, generally being a bit busy, but ultimately, being a fire chief, just hangs back and continues to give the orders. Not really in danger, not really spearheading the operation, just laying back and playing it cool, like a chief should. Then Nanako, let's say she's a 10 year old child, runs up to the fire chief, and begs her to save their family's dog in a building that had its door collapsed just beside the burning one. It's very clear that the building the dog was trapped in wasn't in danger of the fire immediately, but then Jennalele, instead of co-ordinating an effort to save the dog which is entirely possible at that moment, sits the girl down for twenty minutes and tells her just why she can't instruct two firemen to clear some menial rubble out of the way. By the time the talk is over, the fire has spread, and the dog is most certainly dead. Moral of the story? Fuck anyone asking for help, rip them.
  3. I'm more-so just waiting on what the final verdict is, here. Also, am I permitted to play HoS Ihintza again? And is there going to be a warning, or are you lot feeling generous? I'm just curious, I want this issue to be over already.
  4. Completely understandable and what I've made known from the start: I'm not hiding anything whatsoever. I'm speaking the truth, and it's what I've been doing since I started this complaint. That being said, I know that I have a temper, as I've stated many times before. I completely get it, if you're going to make assurances for me, you're going to want something in return, and that's for me to stop being sharp as a sword. Am I fair in making this assessment? If I'm not, then whups, sorry e.e Buuuut anyway. The main reason that I was so upset was because I was being silenced by the staff, who I believed and still do, have a problem with me completely based off of their opinion of me. Try to reason with me all that you'd like, I've realized that Sierra wasn't as bad as I thought they were, but I have not been made aware of any indication or evidence that Aimless is in fact, welcoming me with open arms back as Ihintza. Scoff and deliberate as much as you'd like, I've received no evidence thus far, and this is my express opinion that likely isn't going to be changed, unless I'm made aware of something that's been hiding from me, at which point I will formally apologize and of course, attempt to make amends. But yeah, that's that. I know that I can be a volatile person, and to reiterate on my previous point, I was getting so upset in my complaint because people just weren't paying attention to what I was saying, and were cherrypicking from my words. That's probably attributed to the fact that I wrote so much, but I'm an avid writer, as you lot can probably tell. I just can't help myself. I can't make any express promises or guarantees, much like Skull can't promise me that the staff will always be 100% right in every scenario. I've heard it from countless people, "Ove, you're a pretty cool cat" "Ove's a pretty good roleplayer" "Ove's pretty alright" Do you really think I want that sullened by "...Until I saw him raging on the forums." No, I don't want that. I don't get off on being a ball of tar, I hate getting so upset like this. But like I said before, it's a part of me, just like someone with ADHD who can't sit still. Of course I'm going to try my fucking hardest not to get so upset, but in the post where I said that I came back after seeing The Revenant, I was in a pretty good mood. You can see where I started to go sour, and again, it's because of cherrypicking/false accusations. I'm sorry, I really am, to everyone that was subject to my words. I don't want to come across as an asshole every time I put something on the forums, but it's an unfortunate trend that I've been forced into nowadays. I'm really not as bad as I seem when I'm ranting like that, I promise I'm not. But as for Skull? I can't completely quell your fears of me spitballing words like a machinegun if I'm abused in the future by your staff, but it's definitely something that I'm working on, and it's definitely. Something that I don't want to happen again. As you can hopefully tell, I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart here when I say that I regret having such an awful temper.
  5. I still believe that everything could have been cleared up and avoided with one simple fax saying that I did a bad and to not do it again as opposed to an official warning, but very well, I'll leave that decision up to the administrative staff as well. I do appreciate you prompting the removal of Ihintza being fired, make no mistake.
  6. But Nnnnnnnngggghhhhh. Is this really that unbelievable to think? It's why I did what I did, because we can't just have this every now and then, it's exactly how security breaches are made and if that assistant was in fact a sleeper agent sent by the Syndicate, guess who'd be fucked. I mean, I'm just saying. Is this part really that inadmissable? And yeah, I realize that it's gotten to the point beyond forgetting everything, hence why I said it would be ideal for it to happen. Yeah, there was a lot of shit-flinging, but if you can look past that, you can see that I'm bringing up legitimate issues. such as the DOs acting like autonomous robots who're devoid of any soul whatsoever, to just name one :/ I'm just saying. The meeting shouldn't have happened at all, and everything in this complaint stemmed from it. Doesn't it make sense to cut it out of the picture? Aimless knows they fucked up, Sierra probably knows they fucked up, and of course, I most of all know that I fucked up. Why should this not be resolved in the manner that you suggested? I really would appreciate it if the meeting was scrubbed. All Sierra needs to do is acknowledge what I'm saying right now, and it's as simple as that. You think that I'm trying to prompt them to do it? Of course I am. It's a setting which shouldn't have existed, should the proper information have been relayed to me, and by now, everyone knows that. Why should my record be stained with something that shouldn't have existed, asdjfnakljsdn
  7. I realize that you find that me quitting in the middle of a meeting was bad, and I know that. But what else was I going to do? I couldn't inform anyone through any means of OOC text, and I'm not going to announce to the entire server that I'm angry as fuck and just want to stop being called a horrible HoS, even if it wasn't directly said, it was very certainly implied. But I was just really upset, and I would have announced that I'm going to calm down if I could have. I had to settle for telling you all IC'ly. Which is why I didn't just wordlessly log off. Why would I write an appeal for a situation that shouldn't have happened in the first place? I'm serious about this, I still don't believe the meeting was required, the only thing that was required was what Skull exactly said. "You shouldn't have arrested the Captain, please let him go and don't do this kind of thing again." Is this unacceptable to think of? :/ I was very respectful in my first faxes and you can probably tell that I was very tentative, albeit in a subtle manner. If I'm going to resort to making an appeal, then I've had done everything here for nothing. Every single word I've written, right down the drain. I'm sorry, but I'm going to stand by what I've said so far. The fact of the matter is, intentional or not, we both fucked up, Sierra. Who's was worst, I'll let everyone else decide, but that's something that we're not getting away from. You know what would be ideal? If we scrap this issue, and act as if nothing happened. I'll rescind my complaint against Aimless, because, again, I shouldn't have even gotten so upset at her, due to the meeting that shouldn't have been. Of course a good number of you are probably going to scoff at that, but whatever. I'm respectfully standing up for what I believe in, and you're free to input your opinions if you'd like.
  8. I want to stop writing so much. I also want Ihintza's job back, and I really want for this to be over. I don't want to continue sparking up like I have been. Yeah, it's a plan.
  9. That's fair, I have a tendency to start writing and writing and writing. When it comes to the "month old incident", it's the only thing that I can actually quote from the top of my head. Like I said before, it's the kind of situation where you can't just quote one specific small issue, or you're going to look like an idiot. You need to look at the behavior over the entire spectrum. I'm sorry, but I have no knowledge whatsoever about what's happening behind the scenes in a staff chat somewhere. Wanting to tag along for a learning experience is more than fair, it isn't something you should be afraid of doing, nor should you be given strife for it. However, did I know all of these things? I was taking everything going on in that meeting against me because I believed Sierra was in fact, metagrudging against me. Are they actually harboring an unknown grudge against me? I would have said yes before, but now, I'm going to go with I don't know. It matters if there's an issue against me and the staff has bias. (Not saying for sure that there is any right now) But it also matters on if I feel like I'm being targeted. Let me ask you something. I was given no direct orders, and before I knew it, I was suspended. The HoP starts acting all high and mighty, as if he were the God of doing things right, and of course that did nothing to quell my distaste. Oh, and by the way, the HoP in question, PumpKingSlice, has an IC relationship with Aimless' character, Reanne Strafford. Reanne and the HoP were sending intimate PDA messages to one another, inviting each other over to their houses and getting drunk, along with the fact that Reanne started pulling the HoP, who said "I guess you're the dominant one in this relationship? Suggesting that the relationship is sexual. Let that sink in. before you take Pumpking's words to heart. Then, he continues to act in such a way when I'm getting my ID changed to "Suspended." Then, I'm made aware that every single person in Command is to attend a meeting, with four Nanotrasen personnel arriving on the station. Then, or even better yet, I'll let everyone here be the judge of this one. Read the meeting logs that Sierra posted towards the beginning. In my state of extreme distaste and what I believed to be a "Singling out" move, I did in fact perceive what mister Rase was saying was directed at me. Yes, of course I did, who wouldn't? I was confused as to why I was suspended, angry, and on top of that, I was muted from being able to say anything out of character, both to the people in the room, and to the administrative staff. But then again, if you still feel like my actions are unreasonable, why do you think that I went through so much effort with all of this. Do you really believe that I go on these huge blocks of texts for fun, to intentionally make everyone upset because I get off on it? I'm doing this because I honestly, truly believe that there are issues regarding what I'm speaking about, and Skull was the only one who even managed to pick up on the gist of what I was saying. It isn't assumption if I truly do believe that I'm being targeted. The evidence was almost literally smacking me across the face. Was this my fault, due to me perceiving them as hating against me specifically, the player behind the screen? Perhaps partly. But I'm still adamant about the fact that this could have been avoided without the need to escalate so damned much. So, upon being made aware of more information, I don't believe Sierra has as much of a grudge against me as I previously claimed. Aimless, however? No, I'm not going to back down from that accusation quite yet. Now that I actually know why the second DO was there, this is entirely acceptable, no question about it. At the risk of showing my very upset attitude in that meeting, I'd appreciate the LOOC and adminhelp logs being posted here so that I may further elaborate on them, because I can't remember specifically what I said. I do believe however, that I was told once in LOOC to stop being salty. Literally right as you sent the second message saying that I would be muted, I pressed enter and only managed to read it right after my own message was posted. Literally no time to rectify it, literally no time to apologize, instantly muted. I spoke about this in ahelps. Again, you told me once that I needed to knock it off. I made another comment on saying how this didn't need to be so taken over the top or something along those lines, and agreed that we should keep it going IC'ly. "You have been muted from adminhelps." That's when I really got upset. Being told that I was a horrible HoS just pushed me over the edge and I knew that I wasn't going to be able to stay any longer. And what do you know. Since I was muted, I couldn't inform anyone that I was going to leave to clear my head. So then the fiasco happens, which I didn't know about and wasn't there to see by the way, where I was fired for disconnecting with no warning, other than telling everyone IC'ly, because that's the only way I could. Why do you think I didn't just wordlessly log off. I told everyone in the meeting in the only way I could that I was leaving. You think that I don't know this? Or are you just trying to justify that you're a staff member and that I'm behaving like a child, and that you can do no wrong? "People like you are supposed to be more mature than the others, you getting upset at legitimate issues and miscommunication is not helping your case, ho ho ho." I've stated multiple times that I know that I have a temper, and that I make mistakes. I literally can't think of any other way to get my point across because nobody is listening to what I'm saying. They're just picking out the parts they know they can't defend against, just like you, Jennalele. You're speaking against the fact that I'm angry. I get that I'm angry, I know that I'm angry. At least I have a legitimate reason for being angry. Appropriate at every single time? No, of course not. But it's so unbearably, unbelievably frustrating to have people continuously ignore certain parts of your writing just to further their own points, while not even acknowledging the existence of what you're trying to prove. I'm going to stop getting upset when everyone starts behaving like human beings with regard to other people's feelings and thoughts. You think instantly muting someone because they're angry to let them sit and broil on their foul mood is going to do anything? If you think the answer to that question is yes, then I'm sorry, but you really, honestly don't belong on the staff team. If the answer is no, and you agree that you shouldn't have did what you did, then of course I'm going to forgive you. I just want you to realize that you can't just do that to someone and expect everything to be okay. I've been on this server for months, now. Have I ever had an issue with anyone of this magnitude? Have I ever caused a massive shit-storm IC'ly by being an awful Head of Security? If I did, then I can't remember, and I'd appreciate someone bringing it to light, so long as it's legitimate. I'm just saying, I'm a person with feelings, and thoughts. This entire situation, in my mindset, was completely stacked against me and it seemed like the entire staff was out gunning for me. Muted by the admins, fired by the DOs for not wordlessly going on with a suspension that they never even told me was about. They only said that I was to be suspended for arresting the captain, but through the multiple times asked by myself, they never told me what I did wrong. At least, before the meeting. I'm just saying. I only want people to start paying attention to what I'm saying, and to stop bringing up the fact that I'm pissed off. I know that I am, and I know it's not helping my case. I'm trying to calm down, but every time the lot of you respond, it's like you're just doing it all over again just to make me angry. I want you to read everything, and not just skim over it and mindlessly accuse me of being angry again. So please, I'm trying to tell you that I'm calming down, I just want to stop being ignored, in favor of people cherrypicking what I'm saying.
  10. Please keep this relevant to the complaint at hand, Jboy. I would appreciate if you didn't answer Hive, in the interest of not getting side-tracked.
  11. Well, I got back from watching The Revenant, and it was a pretty good movie! Pretty brutal, but nevertheless, pretty good! And so, I've come back to spread my merry cheer in one big post regarding everyone who's submitted their opinions thus far. To 1138: I'm sorry for lashing at you like I did, it was a pretty shitty thing to do. I feel that you're a very good roleplayer as well, but I was still hung up on the whole "Jimmy Jones, Vira Taryk" thing. As soon as you learned that I was the one who played Jimmy, in my opinion, you immediately soured against him and in turn, against me. I don't know if this was actually your intention or not, it's just what I perceived, and I'm sorry if I misconstrued it. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with the staff lineup, with the exception of the behavior of Aimless. Nor am I speaking against the coders, or anyone else. I'm only speaking about the issues that I directly know of and have witnessed. I truly know that this isn't a place where nerds come to get angry at each other. I don't like getting angry and having my day ruined because of what mean people say over the internet, it's not a very fun time. I just can't help it, in the same way that someone with ADHD has difficulty staying still. When everybody's calm, nice talks like this can happen, and I do honestly, humbly apologize from the bottom of my heart. Now, onto Gollee's post. Yes, thank you Gollee, for telling me everything that I already knew and re-stating why I was nervous enough to fax Nanotrasen about this in the first place. Do you think that I don't know what I did regarding the Captain was wrong by now? I may act like an idiot sometimes, and not to honk my own horn here, but I'm one smart cookie. I can recognize and acknowledge when and where I was wrong, and can learn from my mistakes. I don't assume everyone is immediately bad because of what I see on the outside. That's probably one of the shittiest qualities people can have, it's called judging by the cover. At no point did I immediately go "Holy shit, the Captain's corrupt 'cause he promoted someone! No way, c'mere now!" upon learning that the assistant got an additional headset and access. No, I calmly asked them to come over so I could speak to them further about it, and get to the bottom of everything. Was this wrong? No, I was just curious. I don't believe I ever explicitly gave an order to him commanding him to come down to the Brig. I simply asked him. However, "assume competence" is a laughable statement, considering that this is Space Station 13. No one assumes that anyone's competent at first sight in this fuckin' game, let's be real. Nor is it something that Ihintza does. Are you suggesting that you know everything that's happened to her in her life, and that she immediately trusts everyone she meets and has no reason to be worried about them or their productivity? Eh, that's just not right. It's not her behavior, and neither is it mine. It's unwise to make assumptions, that much you should know by now if you're over the age of eighteen. I treat everyone exactly the same. No more, no less, just the same, until they give me reason to change that opinion about them. A Captain who's informed me that he didn't have any paperwork or reasoning for promoting an assistant out of the blue without telling anyone? Well, that gives Ihintza a little bit of cause for alarm. Again, I'm calmly expressing the fact that I know that I did wrong by sticking my neck out and arresting the Captain like I did. At the time I believed that it was the right thing to do. It actually was. I was just in the wrong position and did it. Thanks again, pumpkin. Becauuuuuuse...I don't knooooow, he failed to give me a reason why he did what he did, and couldn't confirm the existence of the form in question? I keep on saying this, yet no one seems to grasp it :/ Okay, I'm going to pull what Skull said right out from under you and put it here. THIS exactly RIGHT HERE. RIIIIGHT HERE. This is literally ALL THAT HAD TO HAVE BEEN DONE AND I WOULD HAVE COMPLIED. Like holy shit, what is so difficult about understanding this??? This is what I've been saying the entire time. How was I supposed to know that it was ??? Honestly, who would have taken that as a direct order? I didn't get any orders, I only got "Send us more information." and that's it. I was literally stunned when I read that Ihintza was to be suspended for arresting the Captain. I stared at my screen for about ten full seconds before I even came to. There was no direct order here, and if you're going to preach against me this: then holy shit, I'm just going to get upset all over again and lose the good mood I've been having since I got back. At no point did I ignore any of the faxes, and trust me, I completely read over each of them, twice. Anyone, anyone at all, please read them over and you tell me if you thought that THAT was a direct order the first time around. Was there any direct order stating to let the Captain go? Even at all? Was there even a hint that he should be let go? "We do not see why it was felt necessary to brig the captain for any amount of time for this situation, unless there were additional concerns or actions violating regulations which we have not yet been informed of; Please provide any additional information if it is available." That's what it said, word for word. Nanotrasen, or more specifically Sierra, told me that they didn't see what the problem was, and asked for more information, which I gave. By the time the second fax from the lot of you came through, the damn Captain was already out, he was just standing in his cell. Aeghhrguheirhgieuhriguh I'm already approaching that point again just because of this. Whatever, let's get on with the rest of it. One question. How. I don't know how many times I have to say this. I was muted. From LOOC. And adminhelps. Muted from LOOC and adminhelps. Muted. LOOC. Adminhelps. I really do hope that everyone gets the picture on why I didn't speak in LOOC or inform the admins why I left, because hey, I wonder why :/ Incorrect and you know it. There were no direct orders, please stop preaching that it was one. Albeit in a misinformed way, I recognize and acknowledge that I overstepped my bounds as the Head of Security, and I humbly apologize for doing so. It's not my place to worry about potential thieves or anyone who'd like to take advantage of this position, oh, no. :^) Nah, but in all seriousness, Ihintza was suspicious that the Captain would just do this out of the blue without telling anyone, and she was concerned that since the assistant was so young and had no records whatsoever, on top of being granted access to the Bridge, given a headset that can listen in on Security, and basic access to all departments barring Security, that she could have literally just been some trash that was picked up from some backwater colony and applied for a job in Nanotrasen with the hopes of causing mischief. Like, is this really so unreasonable? We have Assistants with no records whatsoever, constantly breaking into places on the station all the damned time. Are they antags, most of the time? No, they're not. Why is it so hard to believe that she was acting in tandem with her loyalty implant regarding this? Yes, arresting the Captain without faxing Nanotrasen first was wrong, but god damn, why has no one even thought of this yet? This is a completely realistic and believable reason to check out both the Captain and the assistant. For all Ihintza knows, this could have been an elaborate plot by the Syndicate, and the assistant could have been a sleeper agent. You never fucking know, and there are reasons that Ihintza both has scars to prove her experience, and why she takes her job so seriously. I find it so god damn frustrating that this is so difficult to believe, and that people are still giving me shit for this. Honestly, you have no idea how frustrating it is. Call it what you want. I thought of it more as a break, but whatever. The only time I deviated from procedure was not faxing Nanotrasen first. I get it, I did bad by that. I'm still not so sure that I was stepping way out of my lane by reminding the Captain the hard way why it's bad to forget paperwork regarding an issue like this. You of all people should know just how much havoc one could wreak with the access the assistant was provided, along with that headset. In what mindset, honestly, in what mindset would someone like Ihintza willingly ignore an issue like this. The only reason she wouldn't follow up on this is if she were passed-out drunk or high off her rocks. Neither of which, will ever happen by the way. Why is it so hard to understand that she takes her job seriously and doesn't want to have another assistant rampage/looting spree going on. The-- THE OTHER ME IS...TAKING OVEEEEEEEEEER! Then thank you for making your opinion known. You'll find that I heavily disagree with your heavy disagree. Ultimately, the only thing I'm going to respond with is...well, let's agree to disagree. Oh, and it isn't my intent to play the victim. If that were the case, I'd be a very poor "sad case" indeed, getting as riled up as I normally do. My intent is to clear everything up, and stop the DO corps from acting like mindless, autonomous freaks and learn that it's not always the interrogate-ees who are the ones doing things wrong. In the glorious, very correct words of Skull, Literally. All. That had. To be done. But no, Sierra chose to continue rising and rising up to that point of no return. Why are you turning a blind eye to this, Gollee? Why is everyone with the exception of Skull not mentioning this? Lol, I almost can't believe this willful blindness. It's like you're all brainwashed into knowing for a fact that DOs can't, and never will mess up. If this is the rude awakening that 1138 was speaking about, then damn, I think it's the people here who need to open their eyes, not me. Happy trails to you buddy, but this wasn't what I was told in the first fax. At least, not in a manner that any intelligent, sane person could understand. Ohmygodit'sstartingagainI'mtellingyourightnowthevoicesaregettinglouderwhat the FUCK is wrong with you, Gollee. Hhhnnnnnnn. Actually, here's the beautiful, beautiful thing that I've learned about this server. On here, we don't have laws for loyalty implants. The common code of conduct has, and currently is to my knowledge, that as long as your character is acting in a way that they truly believe befits the company of Nanotrasen as a whole, then chances are, you're doing it right. After all, just ask Chaznoodles, the HoS who believed that taking their energy weapon out and point-blanking a restrained serial killer to death would be okay, because due to their character, they honestly believed that the suspect would escape again, so that was the best course of action for the company as a whole. That being said. Are you really going to lecture me on what I shouldn't have done involving a non-loyalty implanted 19-year old assistant with basic access to almost every single department along with a headset that can listen in on literally any frequency at all with no records detailing where they're from, what experience they have, or what their history is? I'm literally offended that you'd think that Ihintza Livingstone, Security's all-time famous, fair but bad/hardass dark-skinned amazonian Head of Security (all of these are self-entitled, don't take this literally for fuck's sake) would ignore this very serious issue. On top of that, she was promoted with no records of it happening whatsoever. This has the potential to be a major security risk. I legitimately find it fucking insane that people think that doing this kind of thing is just okay straight out of the blue. Head of Securities are onboard to follow up on every possible lead regarding danger. Did Ihintza believe that the assistant I've oh so previously mentioned could have been a threat? Abso-fucking-lutely. Is she going to follow up on what she believes what could be a threat? WHAT DO YOU THINK. WHY IS THIS SO HARD TO GRASP, HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO SCREAM IT. Good for you Gollee, I hope you enjoyed attempting to act like a hardass who's out to prove that I did everything wrong and the glorious opinion of the DOs are always right no matter what. I don't care how many people are brainwashed into thinking the DOs are supervillian robots who have no emotions or human thought whatsoever and that we should fear their very presence. If you're going to be unclear and even have your staff making mistakes, as they've admitted IC'ly, then they're not some god damn unstoppable, un-assailable force that everyone's making them out to be. SierraKomodo fucked up. They were unsure/unclear of what needed to be said, and so, not wanting to seem wrong or rather, wanting to maintain the image that DOs are not to be fucked with under any circumstances whatsoever even if they weren't in the right, they decided to make this a much bigger deal than what it had to be. That's literally it. I get upset because people fuck up and start doing stupid shit. Never did I once claim that I was perfect, and that I don't make mistakes. But I at least can fucking realize when I have made one, and I'm not going to write up an essay against someone on why one of their unstoppable team's members "orders" were unclear and caused a convoluted situation, where I'm the one who's getting shit. I hope everyone's thoroughly enjoyed reading all of this. You probably saw the slow descent into madness as you read downwards, eh. Yeah, well. Shit happens. Just know that for everyone I'm getting upset at here, I'm not going to harbor hard feelings. I don't hold grudges, when this is over, I'm either going to be gone or playing Ihintza in the role that she was meant to be in again, and I'm going to think of everyone here the same as I did before. As people, with feelings and emotions and thoughts. I don't give a fuck if everyone thinks that I'm an unlikeable asshole, but I do care if I'm known for being someone who fucks up and doesn't know how to be a good HoS. Call that stupid logic, but that's just how I feel. Of course I want to be liked, I want to have friends on here, and I don't want to write all of this and make both myself and more people upset, but what the fuck else can I do. I'm seeing a very serious, blatant issue here and nobody's choosing to talk about it. Uuuuuuuuuuuuuggghghhhhhhhhh, please, please start paying attention to what I'm saying now, so I don't have to repeat myself fifty fucking times again.
  12. I'm going to be watching The Revenant soon, so I won't be able to respond for a few hours. I'm sorry for starting to lose my cool again, I really am. This is just really upsetting and frustrating to deal with. No one's paying attention to the full story, and it's infuriating. I have a side as well. I am a human being as well. Do I make mistakes? Yes, yes I do. Do I regret them? Of course I do, but I learn from them. At least that way they're helpful. I evidently made a mistake and didn't fax Nanotrasen first before arresting the Captain. That was a mistake, and I recognize that. But continuously stacking the stakes higher and higher until it got to this point? I only asked if I made a mistake, in my first fax, and if I did the right thing by arresting him. I wasn't told that I did anything wrong. I wasn't told that I should let him go, I wasn't told anything of the sort, just "Tell us more." I'm sorry if I've pushed anyone's buttons, I really am. I just want people to listen and recognize that I have a side of the story too, and you can't make judgements and accusations against me like we're all some sort of fucking machine. We're human beings, and we have feelings. Sometimes, those get in the way of thoughts. Me logging out in the DO meeting was one of those times. But should the meeting have even been a thing in the first place? It's still my opinion that the DOs could have handled this much better, and a simple slap on the wrist, saying "No Ihintza, you shouldn't have arrested him without our permission first. Please let him go and don't let this happen again." Instead of a wall of text detailing that I've been suddenly suspended, yes, let everyone know that, because fuck privacy and fuck Ove. I'll be able to post again in a few hours. Until then, I'm going to try to salvage this shitty day.
  13. Tishina, please. I expressively stated that I was muted from LOOC and adminhelps. I literally had no way to do so. I do believe that they were. You may have not been online at the several times where they've subtly bantered against me, and yes, I am a naturally suspicious person, and I do realize that this may not come across as the most convincing story I've ever told, but I, in my heart, do believe that this was treated with bias. It's the situation where someone's been doing so many little things for so long, you can't specifically quote one of them, or else people are going to laugh at you. You have to look at the behavior over the extended time period. I'm sorry for writing such a long post right after yours Tish, I didn't see it, and I'm starting to get upset all over again. I know that I have a temper, and it easily shows. But I'm still telling you that I did, and still do, believe that there are a certain few individuals that very much know who they are who very much dislike my company and are attempting their hardest, and stealthiest may I add, incursion against me to stop playing Ihintza. In regards to the complaints though, I've never seen them, and I'm sorry if I sound so non-committal about this, but if they were legitimate, I probably would have addressed them, or even been contacted by one of you.
  14. It figures that you (1138) decided to take part in this, too. You don't even attempt to misconstrue the fact that you have outright hate against me. And before you go "Well, Ove's just pullin' the victim card now, everyone hates'em." Remember that one time where Ihintza was suddenly reminded to re-install the power cell in Departures? Well, you had no quarter for holding back on that one. Absolutely off the handle, no way a Head of Security should know how to change a power cell. It isn't as easy as prying it open and replacing it, no sir! Lol. I'll stop you right there. As a matter of fact, no, that's incorrect. At least, mostly. You're right about the fact that they had no idea what the hell was going on, due to them not even being able to read faxes properly. However, everything else, they were in perfect contentment with. As was stated by myself multiple times now, have they had read the faxes in an appropriate, actual professional manner, we wouldn't be having this entire fiasco, now would we? Again, no. You're hopelessly bantering against me, either due to your own distaste against me, or failing to even recognize that I'm a human being as well, with their own side to the story. I knew that I was "in trouble", but at no time did I "pussy out" and leave because of it. But then again, I'd hardly define this as being in trouble when the DOs are half-way incompetent. But hey, they could not be. They really could just be doing all of this because that's the proper procedure, and that's how every case is ha--...oh wait, no it isn't. When's the last time you saw a wall of text being sent to the station, along with four Nanotrasen representatives calling a meeting of all heads of staff? Yeah, I can't remember either. Well, you must think of me as a mighty fine idiot if you don't know that I know communication is key, and obviously you aren't too bright yourself if you think that I'm stupid enough not to know that. I preach that communication is key. I say it to my Security team all the time. Report if you're making an arrest. Report if you're entering and leaving maintenance tunnels. Do not enter a situation you don't know if you can handle and not tell anyone. Always report when you're bringing someone in. Yeah, I know that communication is key. That isn't the issue. You must be as inept as the DOs to assume that I didn't communicate properly with them. Have you read the faxes sent? I explained everything in a very detailed, simplified manner. Yet of course, they raised the issue higher and higher and higher, until it got to the point where they just decided "Yeah, let's make this a big thing." Nice try, though. Your distaste against me is duly noted, and oh-so-appreciated. You don't like me, I don't like you, I get it. You obviously have not dealt with what I have against Sierra, and it's to the point where them speaking in such a manner was entirely directed at me. Why else would Sierra say that? A milkman accidentally breaks a few bottles of milk in his van in his deliveries. He's upset at this, but decides to continue working anyway. He's a bit late in his deliveries because of this. As he's walking down a driveway back to his truck after delivering a box of milk, there are two women standing outside his truck. "Boy, these milkmen nowadays are really slow..." The other woman agrees. "Yeah, they're getting worse and worse...guess we should bring this up with the Mayor." The milkman, hearing this, walks up to them, and the two women immediately jolt. "O-oh no, we weren't talking about you specifically! Heavens, no! We're talking about the other milkmen! Honest!" Yeah, real fuckin' coincidental. This is exactly the part that I was talking about when I said that I was nervous and wasn't 100% sure if I should have done what I did in my original essay-long post. I faxed Nanotrasen to ask. If I had done wrong, and I very much wanted their opinion. They didn't say that I did wrong, nor did they tell me to let him go. And fair enough, I didn't fax Central Command before I arrested him. I've never had to arrest a Captain in such an inane way before on my previous servers. Hence, why I was so god damned nervous that I faxed Nanotrasen to ask if I had done anything wrong. Fuck, it's like no one pays attention. Either that, or they're just acting like god damn robots and don't think of me as a human being at all who can make mistakes. Yeah, your post has only confirmed my thoughts on just how much certain people really don't like me. I'll apologize for getting so upset and going SSD, and I'll apologize for not faxing Nanotrasen before arresting the Captain. But I'm not going to go into an appeal forum begging for a DO to give Ihintza her job back just yet. And if nothing comes of this complaint, and I've gained no ground whatsoever against corrupt, inept DOs? I'll probably just leave. Similar to a familiar four-numbered SS13 player, who...didn't, all those times they said they would?
  15. As the logs can attest to, I fell asleep as soon as I was buckled back into the chair. I was not in fact, aware of the final statement made by mister Rase, as I had logged off previously. That's like saying "You were sick and had to stay home from work today? Well I gave a surprise meeting at work today, you're fired!" Yeah, okay. Absolutely nothing to hide via the faxes, nor the logs of the meeting. As you can tell, I was upset at this whole fiasco. Backtalk? Because I was being accused of being a horrible HoS and a very, very poor example of a HoS. Rase has never seen her in action before. Rase has never dealt with an IR against her. Rase hasn't even met with her before. This is literally straight-up meta-hate or metagaming if you're going to accuse her of being a horrible HoS and a very, very poor example of Security based on one incident that you oversee, which I still remain adamant that I did the right thing. So yes, I left. I'm not going to just sit here and be told that I'm shit for asking if I did anything wrong, and if you're going to fire me for leaving because I'm upset, even though I had no knowledge of you firing me for doing so, then I'm going to file a complaint against you for very. Obvious. Reasons. You say that the administrators were informed of this? Would you mind giving me a list of the administrators in question? I know for a fact Aimless will be on that list, why am I not surprised that she of all people approved it. Yet another meta-grudger against me.
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