[Denied] AmoryBlaine Job ban appeal

[AmoryBlaine]

BYOND Key: AmoryBlaine
Total Ban Length: Indefinite, 3 months approximated as of now 
Banning staff member's Key: TheDocOct
Reason of Ban: Unsure of the written reason. It took place 26th of September.
Reason for Appeal: I have a track record of notes concerning my Security play- which do not account for the amount of rounds I have played without incident, nor the context for each noted incident- and this singular ban in my history of play- excluding that which was lifted in the past. I have- and had- every intention to play within the rules of the server, and would have done so, given I were not banned indefinitely from the role. I have put in a heavy amount of time into this server and community. I would like the ban lifted, please.

[ShameOnTurtles]

Doc is unavailable for the moment so I will be taking this appeal.

First off, I am inclined to accept this, but one thing that gives me pause is that you don't really seem to take responsibility for your actions here. I need to know that you understand where you went wrong in the lead up to your current ban, and you won't let it happen again.

[AmoryBlaine]

9 hours ago, ShameOnTurtles said:

Doc is unavailable for the moment so I will be taking this appeal.

First off, I am inclined to accept this, but one thing that gives me pause is that you don't really seem to take responsibility for your actions here. I need to know that you understand where you went wrong in the lead up to your current ban, and you won't let it happen again.

Miscommunication between myself and the Captain lead to me believing I had been given authorization to scuttle the shuttle, with the Mercs and whoever they were able to grab, aboard it as acceptable losses, given that without a shuttle nor a mobile location for them to operate from, they would be forced to remain on the station until a response team was made available; mind you this was after having already attempted to negotiate the release of any captured personnel for the return of their shuttle. It does fall on me for taking that liberty, and I will not repeat the mistake. What I would like to ask is why I got indefinite job-bans rather than timed bans, all the while having zero bans on my record. 

[ShameOnTurtles]

I don't see you here taking responsibility. You try to justify it, but that isn't the same thing. Specifically bringing up the fact that you got a permanent jobban with no temporary bans on record does not provide me with the confidence that you understand what was wrong, accept the punishment, and are just seeking another chance. To clarify, you do have a temporary jobban from security on record, and that, plus related notes and warnings, is likely what contributed to this being a permanent jobban.

This appeal is denied. You may apply again in no less than two weeks.