Deksers Synth Ban Appeal

[DekserBecauseILostMyAccoun]

OK SO starting off this is my second time being synth banned just being totally transparent. I realize my mistake entirely and have put much thought into this application (started planning to write it 4 months ago.) If this gets denied that is totally fair and I deserve to stay banned.

BYOND Key: Dekser

Total Ban Length: Perma ban and have been banned for 4 months

Banning staff member's Key: witchbells

Reason of Ban: validhunting as an AI. has received bans and warnings about this behavior in the past.

Reason for Appeal: The second I was unbanned I nonstop played AI for... A very unhealthy amount of time and my RP performance obviously degraded each round, eventually I validhunted real hard instantly not trusting the visitors because my stupid logic was "Oh hurr durr they're not crew so I can be a dick to them even if the RD tells me not to." I didn't even really know what validhunting was and why it wasn't allowed until I actually googled it and thought about how unfair it is. I know it's very different but I've played as an AI on beestation and other medium RP servers for some time now and received no warnings for some mistakes I made. Which taught me that I do not play like an idiot on Aurora and I do not intend to play like an idiot. I know 4 months isn't a very long time to learn a lesson so if I have to wait longer for an unban I get it and even if I never get unbanned that's fair too, I was the one that made the mistake and it's totally on me. I apologize for ruining the experience those months ago with my very flawed logic and inability to roleplay as an AI. Finally I said this before and I'll say again, AI is my favorite role to play and I really really like how AI plays on Aurora. Covid-19 gave me a lot of spare time to play ss13 and make those mistakes however now I have actual things keeping me busy in my life and it's not all about ss13. Another thing, I made my last appeal saying that I "just got back from a break of ss13," which is true, I took a long break from the game and so hopping back to it and playing one of the most difficult roles on the station is a bad idea. In conclusion, playing ss13 for 27 hours non stop as AI is a bad idea and causes me to make mistakes so I wont do that.

Edited February 14, 2021 by DekserBecauseILostMyAccoun

[witchbells]

I don't feel confident about lifting this ban just yet. You have a history of concerning behavior, and while your lucidity in this complaint gives me high hopes, I think you should improve your play to a much better degree for me to feel comfortable lifting this. I would wait another few months until you make another appeal. Additionally, I recommend you take the way you play into serious consideration. You're noted for your behavior quite often, but this complaint makes me think you can improve on this.

 

Appeal denied.