Antagonist Unban Request

[Capt. Chloroform]

BYOND Key: User-REDACTED
Total Ban Length: Until lifted by Admin
Banning staff member's Key: youjustgotowened
Reason of Ban: Breaking rules regarding Antagonists and self-harm/suicide during a round.
Reason for Appeal: After speaking with youjustgotowened about the incident in question I explained that I am rather new to SS13 and haven't quite gotten the hang of making the correct decisions every time. This has led me to doing stupid things such as venting the brig without a space suit and activating an Explosive implant without a believable lead-up to doing so. I truly did not intend to irritate anyone and am trying my best with his extremely complex game and getting the practice necessary to improve my antagging skills. I realize that the Medical/Security staff responded to these deaths and showed IC concern which I feel guilty for wasting their time/effort over my stupid actions.
 

youjustgotowened had asked me to play several more shifts as non-antag and begin to establish IC HRP characters (which I have done and actually found I enjoy) and although I can't promise I will be a skillful antagonist, I can promise that I will make it a priority to establish proper and believable antagonist goals/reactions as expected of a HRP server. Discussing this with other members of the server, they have led me to their own personally written antagonist guides, which I have been grateful for. Lastly, this time being antag banned has shown me that simply playing a quiet role can be just as fun (and much less stressful) so I would like to be unbanned for the purpose of playing both HRP and IC Antagonist. Hopefully this apology suffices.

 

Thanks

[Alberyk]

19 hours ago, Capt. Chloroform said:

I am rather new to SS13

That is untrue. You are not new to the server.

[Capt. Chloroform]

Alberyk, that's correct; but I feel like there was a miscommunication. I didn't mean to imply my account is new, or me visiting your server is new. By new I mean that although my account is years old my actual 'flight hours' playing SS13 is very low, as is my experience with the game and familiarity with the rules (which I am more familiar with now). Until this recent burst of activity I have played only a small number of rounds total over the years since this account was created. I am honestly dedicated to getting good at the game and properly following the rules. I don't know about other players but this game is extremely hard for me to get a grip on and I am not making the right decisions every time, so I'm sorry for doing that, but I am trying hard and would like the opportunity to keep playing and improving at antag roles.

Hopefully you understand, thanks

Edited October 29, 2022 by Capt. Chloroform

[Owen]

Alright. I apologize for letting this sit for a few days, I've had a busy week.

Unfortunately I am going to be denying this appeal for now. I encourage you to continue playing and work on developing your characters some more. I am glad that you can recognize what the issues were with your roleplay/antagonist play, but for now I still think you need some time to work on it in game. 

Feel free to make another appeal in at least 2 weeks (November 12th). 

[Capt. Chloroform]

Got it, thanks. I'll reply to this thread on Nov 12th