TheNewOrleans - PermaBan Appeal

[TheOrleans]

BYOND Key: TheNewOrleans

Total Ban Length: Permaban

Banning staff member's Key: @Pratepresidenten

Reason of Ban: 

Spoiler

Reason for Appeal: I think Prate knows the reasons since I spoke to him privately, but I know I have to explain them in a public way, so well, here are my reasons:

1- One of the most important things around my ban was the fact that this incident happened just after receiving a 3-days-ban, meaning that I didn't learn a thing about it. That ban is being totally removed as stated here. I wanted to remark this before the other reasons.

 

 

2- Another thing I would like to say is that I didn't ignore the messages. I didn't see them at all. How, they are huge red messages. I was totally mad, mad at a player who was recently banned (not for what he did to me though) and had his unban appeal rejected. I was mad because I was totally ejected from the round without any reason, without any proper roleplay. So I was just focused on, well, getting revenge. I wanted to solve an issue, where I thought rules were broken, and I did so breaking other rules. That's just stupid and I apologize for my stupidity. 

 

3- I took these days while the staff complaint regarding my 3 days ban was being solved to think and calm down. I think I needed this break, and in the end I have been forced to accept the fact that I needed it. I've been talking with Prate about my issues, cause I tend to fuck up when the things get stressful. I have to learn to calm myself and think a couple of times what I'm about to do before actually doing it.

 

I was told that people (some, many, few. Not sure about that) in dead chat said that they liked me or the way I played my characters. I was starting to get myself more involved in the community and I felt so sad when I got this permaban, cause it was a big stop sign. I deserved it, I'm not saying the opposite, but I would like to think that I deserve another opportunity. Thank you.

 

One last thing: I tried to avoid having a permaban in my notes, but I totally deserved it. When Prate told me how many notes I had I was a bit shocked, to be honest. I would like to use this unban appeal to request access to the notes, but not just for me, but for every player. I think we should be able to see our own notes, having the chance to read what we did wrong whenever we want would be useful. I will be opening a suggestion thread regarding this soon.

 

Edited June 11, 2019 by TheOrleans

[Pratepresidenten]

Hello hi, gonna make this quick since we've had an active conversation about this.

In regards to your last entry, notes are a thing for the administration to be able to keep track of people misbehaving, being dumb and not reading the rules, and the terror of being contacted by staff should be deterrent enough. You're welcome to make a suggestion about making them available, but I can guarantee you it will not pass.

Now onto your appeal:

Not gonna lie, your note history is not pretty, and although I dont mind accepting this appeal, you need to understand that if you do dumb shit like this in the future and tunnelvision, you're very likely to be permad again.

So when shit hits the fan, step away if you can, or ahelp before doing anything drastic. Should help you avoid these dumb choices.

Can you do this?

[TheOrleans]

Just now, Pratepresidenten said:

Hello hi, gonna make this quick since we've had an active conversation about this.

In regards to your last entry, notes are a thing for the administration to be able to keep track of people misbehaving, being dumb and not reading the rules, and the terror of being contacted by staff should be deterrent enough. You're welcome to make a suggestion about making them available, but I can guarantee you it will not pass.

Now onto your appeal:

Not gonna lie, your note history is not pretty, and although I dont mind accepting this appeal, you need to understand that if you do dumb shit like this in the future and tunnelvision, you're very likely to be permad again.

So when shit hits the fan, step away if you can, or ahelp before doing anything drastic. Should help you avoid these dumb choices.

Can you do this?

I'm going to be totally honest, as I always am.

I'm probably not going to step away when shit hits the fan, or maybe for a short period, but that's not a long-term solution. I have to be able to manage stressful situations without fucking up. I will probaly try to avoid these situations for some time, but not permanently.

BUT

I already had in mind to start ahelping more, quite more, in order to ask about things before doing them. I think that will help me quite a lot, and if anything goes wrong after ahelping, I can blame the admin  No, but, seriously, I'm totally going to start ahelping to ask about stuff. It's better to click the ahelp button to ask than to reply a bwoink.

[Pratepresidenten]

Okay then. Welcome back, and dont blow your second chance.

Appeal accepted.