CarsonEagle Posted September 16, 2021 Posted September 16, 2021 (edited) Hello again! I'm sure none of you are pleased to hear from me again. But, I'll be brief. Let's get the business stuff out of the way before the official thing, yeah? BYOND Key: CarsonEagle Total Ban Length: PERM Banning staff member's Key: pratepresidenten Reason of Ban: "Poor antag play and OOC misconduct." Reason for Appeal: Alright, here we are. Listen, I want to come out and say that I am sorry for what I said and did during the player complaint post. It was immature and I should of taken it more seriously. I saw the complaint (at the time) as a joke, and had no intention of taking it seriously as, in the end it is just a game. It was my mistake, and I paid for that. It's now apparent, when it comes to personal misconduct that I should take it on the chin, and look at the complaints people have given and use their complaints to further myself forward. The antag play, was entirely my fault as well. I believe there is an image of me, stating in deadchat after being killed "I had no plan, or story. I just wanted to blow things up." Which, is entirely true. What separates Aurora from other servers, and honestly had me absolutely fascinated in the first place, was the ability to make your OWN goals as an antag. Of course there were cults, and other antags that did indeed have a set goal by the design of the gamemode. But the base traitor? Oh man, now that's legendary. The possibilities are endless. Now, in the beginning I did indeed struggle with the "don't kill people until the round 15-20 minute mark" or whatever it was, however this was rectified and explained to me by one of your staff members and I fixed it. What happened later down the line wasn't that I was blowing things up or robbing the station, was that I had no in universe, character motivation, or reason for doing it. I didn't think, I needed to so long as I made the act of doing it interesting or fun. This was not true, and I realize that now. Aurora in my brief time in SS13 was some of the, and I mean it; hands down best RP and gameplay experiences I've had since the early days of Gmod and my xbox live Halo days, where I'd make machinimas with my friends (that honestly were really bad) I've made actual friends with the people I've met here, real relationships that I do indeed cherish. And all I can ask for, from you the Admins is to allow me to come back to the server and play with them again and resume the fantastic stories that we were ONLY able to build and make with the tools that your coders and admins allowed us to have. I spoken with the individual who had me banned from the server, and had a nice pleasant time with them. All I am asking is for the staff at Aurora is to forgive me and allow me to continue on playing and having a fantastic time on your server. If you have any questions, please message me either on my discord or reply to this post. Thank you for reading and have a lovely day! -CarsonEagle Edited September 16, 2021 by CarsonEagle
CarsonEagle Posted September 23, 2021 Author Posted September 23, 2021 Hello! It's been nearly a week since I made this appeal, and was just wondering if anything is being done, I don't expect an immediate response as I understand these things take time, but I'd like to know if anything is being done at all. Thank you so much!
Pratepresidenten Posted September 24, 2021 Posted September 24, 2021 Its been sitting as Ive had myself a long think about this. Ive gotten opinions from other members of staff on your appeal and I cant really say that I disagree with their thoughts on the matter. You have an extensive history of awful conduct, not only to aurora, but around a lot of ss13 servers as well. I cant in good conscience unban you as I dont think you'd be able to stay out of trouble either now, or in the future. Appeal denied.
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