UNBAN REQUEST - NAELYNN

[Naelynn]

BYOND Key: Naelynn
Total Ban Length: Permanent, applied on 26/10/2020 [dd/mm/yyyy]
Banning staff member's Key: @MattAtlas

Reason of Ban: 


Reason for Appeal: 
Please:
 - When the ban was applied, it was done so because it was justified. There was a clear and established pattern of behavior that pushed the boundaries.
 - I did a lot of powergaming, and was bwoinked for it probably way-more-than-average.
In retrospect I believe this to be the case and I didn't want to waste anyone's time by pretending it wasn't.

I've spent large chunk of the almost-two-years since this went down trying out a few other servers, but I never quite managed to find that something special that I was looking for. So I ended up quitting ss13 for close to a year. I've had time to focus on my life and grow as a person - that's allowed me to get a new perspective on things - especially myself. 

I do believe that the current me would have handled the situation differently - at the time I was in the mindset 'I have to know the rules so I know how far I can push without being punished'. Nowadays, I prefer to think like 'The point is for everyone to have fun. If only one person has fun, that means 50 other people had a bad time.'

I'd like to formally request reconsideration of my banned status.
Thank you for your time

[MattAtlas]

Given the amount of notes and the amount of times you broke our trust on the server, I cannot in good faith allow you back in. I simply cannot trust you as an individual and I am more than certain that you would end up banned again.

Denied.