Unban Request - RyverStyx

[RyverStyx]

BYOND Key: RyverStyx
Total Ban Length: Permanent
Banning staff member's Key: Alberyk
Reason of Ban: You have proved yourself to be a bad character. Despite being given more chances than you ever deserved in this community, you shit-talked us behind our backs and acted in bad faith towards your peers. You may appeal this when you decide to act like the person you pretend you are, which is unlikely.

Reason for Appeal:

Over half a year ago, I was banned. At the time I did not realize the severity of my actions but as time passed I have grown and reflected on what I have done. As a staff member, and as a community member, I should not have been engaging in any shit-talking whatsoever. I’m aware that even if I think no one will see it, it is wrong and can be hurtful.

I believe this was a much needed break for me as It gave me time to reflect on my behavior on the server, in the discords, and outside of the community.

I am actually quite embarrassed that I let a game affect how I treat other people. My time away allowed me to realize that I had an unhealthy connection to SS13 as a whole. Over the past half-year I’ve worked on myself and reflected on these behaviors. These behaviors are not something I am seeing in myself anymore and they are not something I will tolerate within myself in the future.

It was wrong of me to talk about and say the things that I did (both about my team and the community). I know that I unfairly voiced my frustrations regarding the server/community in a way that was unhelpful, dismissive, and aggressive. This is NOT how I should have acted. 

Whether this appeal goes through or not, I do want everyone affected to know that I am sorry for the things that I had said and I’m open to any conversations you would like to have on the subject.

I would love to be a part of this community again and if this appeal were to be accepted I do not expect things to immediately go back to normal. I know that I would have to back up my words through actions. I do not people to believe I have changed without seeing any proof. I am willing to put in that work to show that I have changed and that I can be a member of this community once again.

Thank you,

Ryver

[RyverStyx]

10 minutes ago, RyverStyx said:

I do not people to believe

This should say, “I do not expect people to believe…”

[Alberyk]

I was considering unbanning you until I remembered a certain incident. You and your friends implied that the human lore writers were antisemites because they removed a Jewish origin when rewriting the scarabs. The passive-aggressive accusations that plagued the relay were awful and you contributed to this as a member of the team. You could have done anything when this stuff existed and was being worked on, yet you decided to act like that. You essentially did it twice. Not interested in unbanning you.

Appeal denied.