Sycmos' Apology for Being a Drunk, Depressing Shitlord

[Sycmos]

I can pretty much guarantee you that 80% of my activity in the last three weeks of playing I have been severely intoxicated. As I have learned from being intoxicated I tend to be a babbling, depressing jackass who doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut or keep things to himself. After going to sleep last night, waking up well-rested and throwing out all of my alcohol and coffee I've decided that I'm going to lay low for a short while and not play as often despite having not played very often lately to begin with. I might pop in here and there but only to play as new, non-descript characters that I don't feel comfortable revealing right now.

The point of this thread was that I wanted to apologize to everyone for my unacceptable behavior. I'm going to do my best to try and turn my life around as it's a huge mess and I hope to return somewhat more intact that I am right now. None of you deserve to deal with my drunken bullshit so I'm going to keep OOC off for the most part when I am playing, even though I won't be drinking anymore.

I hope to be able to rejoin the collective a more whole human being once this is all over and dealt with.

[Gollee]

Good luck to you.

[Rusty Shackleford]

You know what counters the shitlording when drinking?

COCAINE.

 

[Sycmos]

You know what counters the shitlording when drinking?

Cocaine.

 

I've been there. I became something more than a man and something lesser at the same time.

[Rusty Shackleford]

From my experience, sprinkling a bit into some coffee will allow you to survive up to a week without sleep before you finally pass out.

[Sycmos]

I couldn't even not play for more than a day. I hate this damn game.

[Baka]

i know the feel of relying on substance in order to feel "right" or "normal". i hope you do well with whatever, sycmos

[Sycmos]

This thread is a wash. I couldn't even stay off of the game let alone keep OOC off. Being sober actually makes it MORE difficult to keep away from this game because I need something to keep my anxious mind busy.

[Rusty Shackleford]

So... you're saying that drinking a caustic substance is the preferable option to substituting it with an online roleplaying game?

[Farcry11]

If you're feeling down, just do what I do and go beat up puppies/small children.

Actually though, doing stuff like taking walks and reading a book in a park or something always helps me out when I'm in a bad place. Give it a try when you're feeling overwhelmed.