Antag Unban Request

[Butterrobber202]

BYOND Key: Butterrobber202
Total Ban Length: INF - N/A
Banning staff member's Key: Alberyk
Reason of Ban: "Opening fire on people on sight when they were not trying to od anything about them. You have a lot of notes and warnings already."
Reason for Appeal: 

I had a lot of thoughts about this ban, but I think I'll open up with I now think it was pretty deserved. This specific round I believe it was a Merc round and we planned to yoink limbs/organs off of people. And I think that somehow lead to me thinking "oh we're here to de-organ people anyway, we're obviously hostile." Which probably is what lead to me being a bit more free with waving around my weapon, which eventually lead to me shooting someone.

I actually considered making a staff complaint against Alberyk for awhile, but eventually I decided I was pulling shit out of my ass to validate my own innocence and that Alberyk (atleast during the numerous times he has had to deal with me) has been extremely fair and consistent with his rulings. Additionally, I really didn't want to be one of those players that contests every action taken against me. So I just waited until I could appeal, and here we are.

As for the reason I should be unbanned, for me, it's because I enjoy playing antagonist roles. But, on the staff side of things, I suppose I have to ask for the "second chance" card. The large majority of the warnings and (I assume) notes I have are related to my antag play. So, again, it was pretty reasonable for Alberyk to apply this ban. As far as I am aware, during the entire time since the ban was placed, I have not been subject to administrative action. I could go on at length about how I've changed, but I'm really just the same me, with a my head slightly more firmly attached. Probably one of the worst things about this ban is the embarrassment of having to post a public appeal, because with all this delightful accumulation of hindsight, I feel pretty ashamed. 

If I was unbanned, during team modes I'd probably try and take a more backseat role when it comes to executing gimmicks and overall, try and be less "shooty shooty bang bang."

[Alberyk]

I will lift this ban because it has been some months already.