Scheveningen Posted August 24, 2023 Posted August 24, 2023 BYOND Key: Scheveningen (scheveningen on discord) Total Ban Length: Indefinite Banning staff member's Key: Arrow768 Reason of Ban: argumentum ad hominem isn't wanted here, and you were warned about this before. Reason for Appeal: I've taken a fair bit of time since the last disaster thread I got myself into while immensely angry and frustrated to discover and acknowledge exactly where I went wrong, as well as how many times I went wrong, with regards to my online conduct on the forums here, as well as some very specific delusions that I had to figure out weren't actually real. It was as of a month ago that I also discovered some more personal things about myself that became very consciously revealing to me, especially with regards to a combination of uncontrolled and heavily unmedicated behavior, as I would prefer to call it. I don't want to go into specific PII much further, but suffice it to say that I am now very remorseful and aware of my overall conduct, not only feeling for the prior situation that triggered the application of the forum ban. It is difficult for me to ask for forgiveness when a thought hangs in my mind that I may just as well not deserve it, and I accept that I just may not get it from every person I ask for it from, for I have had a lot of chances that some people have never gotten. Be that as it may, this is my first permanent forum ban, and I have done a lot of work on my mental and behavioral backend that I feel very confident that a situation that would merit a forum point is simply not something I'm motivated into getting myself into. I feel I have matured for reasons I will once again not get into and I am fully done with hurting the comfort and safety of shared online spaces, in addition to dying on stupid hills. I am fully aware of the consequences of what will arise if I do not abide by my words here.
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