Zelm Discord Unban II [A Few Years Later Edition]

[Zelmana]

BYOND Key: Zelmana
Total Ban Length: Perma, Since 2019
Banning staff member's Key: Garn? Snake? I don't know it was a long time ago. My appeal in 2020 was declined by Garn.
Reason of Ban: Rule 1 / Racism / General Offensive Contrarian Demeanor

Reason for Appeal: I was a toxic individual in the past, and definitely have felt like a pariah in this community since. While I understand that there is a sense of unpardonability for what I did in the past, I'm not exactly asking for anyone to forget or dismiss my behavior for that. I have and continue to apologize for my previous behavior, and think I've changed. What I am asking for, however, is an opportunity to communicate and interact with people in the community in more ways than just the forums, ooc channels, and discord DMs. I think I'm a regular participator in the community as is, but I feel like I routinely miss out on interacting with people more casually. I don't ask that you forget my behavior because there's simply no way to abolish the way I made people feel back then. I feel like I am much more conflict avoidant now. I think that at the time, I could not handle differing opinions or perhaps I fell prey to attempting to provoke others. I understand if my appeal is denied, and I still apologize to those who I've wronged.

[Zelmana]

I guess I'm up for discussing this, if anyone cares to. I enjoy being a member of this community and try to have its best interest in mind. While that is true, I also feel like a pariah to some extent, for my past behavior. Feel free to ask me questions here or over discord: Zelmana

[Garnascus]

My bad, forgot about this due to school work.

Unbanned from the general discord. Looks like you never had a ban on the relay discord.