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Translated from Sinta'Unathi. "So, Fisher Aieszk Kukssal. In your own words, please tell us what exactly happened. Take your time... I'm sure this has been difficult." "...yes. Quite. It was... a few days after I had broken my foot. It had grown swollen, painful- infected, of course. So, I made my way up to the ship's healers bay. The.... spirit- ... The spirit was there. At the time, I thought she was a healer. As did everyone. Or... maybe she was- and the spirit took her over. I don't know. She invited me inside, to the room in the back. Exam room, I think they call it. I removed my boot, she began to inspect my swollen appendage.... And then I felt a sharp poke in my other leg. Like a syringe, or one of those medicine guns the healers have. I reeled back- to put some distance between myself and her- assuming she had drugged me, of course. Which... she did. My leg had gone numb in the few moments I was standing, and I hit the floor hard. I couldn't feel my leg. Before I knew it, I couldn't feel the other. Or my arms. Or my face. I was entirely numb. Paralyzed. And then.... the spirit came out. I could do nothing but watch on- not even scream- as I watched the flesh rend from the healer's arm, as bone crunched and twisted, and as- as far as I could tell, for a human's face, the expression had drained from her face entirely. No malice. No pain. The bones in her arm- tendon and flesh hanging loosely from them- had formed into a horrific visage, a blade, sharpened to a point. That... spirit beast could have killed me. I was immobile, One clean slice to the throat would have finished the job, I'm sure. It didn't. I can't tell what it wished to do, but I can only assume. It plunged this... bladed arm down into my stomach. The pain was excruciating. Unimaginable. And yet, I couldn't move. I couldn't scream. I couldn't beg. It struck again, and again. I knew then that I was going to die- and yet... a voice in my mind. An ancestor of mine, calling to me. Telling me to live. It was as if my ancestor had purged the toxin and the pain from my body. I kicked up at the spirit with all of my force. It flew back, striking the maintenance hatch across the room, and I knew then what I must do. With all my strength, despite my injuries, I rose to my feet. It attempted to lunge at me, but I sprinted past- the thing was stuck with the speed of a human, not a Sinta, ha ha! I ran through the tunnels as fast as my legs would take me, screaming out on the radio the only word I could manage- in basic. "Healer." My legs took me into a room with a ledge to the deck below, but... the hatch wouldn't open to take me further in, It was approaching, and I was bleeding profusely. If I stayed, I would die. And thus I flung myself off the ledge. The deck below came at me fast, and I landed on my arms. It felt as if my shoulder had come out of the socket, and the blood gushing from my abdomen was certainly not helping. Nor was the spirit, which had followed my path, and landed on by back, hard. Perhaps the ancestors were to blame for my spine remaining intact. In any case, I was able to get to my feet before the human-bound spirit, and I struggled my way further into the tunnels. I was weary. I had lost a large amount of blood, and the pain was enough to overwhelm me, Each step was a struggle, feeling as if minutes passed between them. I was not sure where I was, and I could hardly tell how far behind me the spirit was. However... I knew that they had to be gaining on me. It was then that I heard it. In the distance. The sound of metal on metal, repeatedly. Clunk, clunk, clunk. It echoed down the tunnel. And in the rhythm, I heard the voice of my ancestors. They were calling me. And so I ran towards the noise. I could feel my legs about to give in and my vision began to blur. Yet still, I pressed on. This single tunnel stretched on impossibly, yet the echoing of footsteps even closer behind me drove me ever forward. Until... I passed the threshold around the corner. What I saw then was a sight so miraculous I knew it had to have been the work of the ancestors themselves. Around the corner, a maintenance hatch- half pried open by a team of warriors. They were breaking it down, and swarmed in to save me. A healer accompanied them, and she swiftly began her work. It was then I lost consciousness, to the sound of gunfire and the scream of a spirit. When I awoke, I was in the healers' recovery room, bandaged and stitched together, but alive. Alive only because of the righteousness of my ancestors. I was not a so-called skeptic, before, but... I now know with absolute certainty that my ancestors watch over me. One day- once my time is up, of course- I hope to watch over my descendants in much the same way."
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2467 Crescent Expanse: Warp Lane 7 Arc — Ship Navigation
FlamingLily replied to kermit's topic in General
Crew, Reviewing the information we've gathered about the propellant depot on Marax 1, and a greater understanding of the rate at which the Malebranche will be able to track us down, I think our next course of action should be a jump to CES 142. We gained no supplies this week, and I believe that the significantly most pressing issue will be to ensure that we find some. A 200 year old propellant depot is unlikely to have any. Not to mention the supplies we'll burn to fend off the hivebots. Berkley 72 has no evidence of anything of note, while CES 142 has a signal that we can follow. It has the added bonus of putting a pretty significant buffer between us and the Malebranche as it enters the lane. I find myself in agreement with my colleague that we have little time to spare, though I see our dwindling amount of food and medical supplies as far more of a pressing matter than the pirates at present. Signing off, Doctor Lillian Nyström, Chief Engineer -
Staff Complaint - Campinkiller
FlamingLily replied to FlamingLily's topic in Staff Complaints Archive
I'm just gong to withdraw this complaint. I'm sorry. -
Staff Complaint - Campinkiller
FlamingLily replied to FlamingLily's topic in Staff Complaints Archive
I offered to discuss this with Matt privately. I added him to the complaint in mistake and removed him. That offer was refused. I then spoke to Mel out of concern for Matt and myself and confusion and worry. I don't know what's going on. I'm not in any discord servers. The one I was referring to was a joke about a discord server I'm in with one aurora player who was most active in the aurora2 days. Aurora doesn't come up that often. And we certainly don't do any of this conspiracy stuff. I'm scared of this. I have no way to defend myself against this, I have no way to set the record straight, I have no way to stop what is clearly going to become a hate campaign against me for something I didn't do. People I thought I was friends with are in those heart reacts. I don't know where that leaves us. I don't know what's happening, I don't know what the truth is, I don't want any of this. -
2467 Crescent Expanse: Warp Lane 7 Arc — Ship Navigation
FlamingLily replied to kermit's topic in General
The camera switches to yet another speaker. Dr. Lillian Nyström, EngD. She flicks through papers and printouts, rubbling her temples, before speaking. "Marax Two. I think that's our play for the first week. Got a signal, accessible by warp while we've got it. Gives us a followup to two more signals if we need more supplies - and right now we absolutely do. Three weeks will go fast. Right now I don't think we can afford to play it so safe as to hit Xar'qui 51, nor can we afford to burn our precious bluespace supplies immediately. Marax two gives us the chance for more supplies without too much investment. The Malebranche is the problem, it's hard to tell how quickly they'll give chase, but... they don't have a bluespace drive. They'll probably be a warp jump away from us after we head for Marax Two, but I can't imagine that warp drive they've got jury rigged in there can beat the speed of a full warp gate. At some point here, we have to put some distance, I agree. I don't think we should jump the gun here. We need to play our limited jumps carefully here, and either CES 146 and Marax 1 get us caught in a corner. Marax 2 gives us options, and that's what we need." She puts the printouts down, rubbing her temples again. "I need a drink." The camera shuts off. -
Staff Complaint - Campinkiller
FlamingLily replied to FlamingLily's topic in Staff Complaints Archive
When I made this complaint, I only had the context of there being the one off-topic post, and so it felt a little like your comment was targeting me for the complaint, especially when read alongside the post by campin. I've since been told that there were other now deleted posts that the comment was addressing, and so with that context I'd prefer to just drop the complaint against you. Sorry for the trouble. I didn't elect to use a confidential complaint because the use-case for them is very ill-defined, and I wasn't sure if this would fit, how you use them, what the process is. My understanding was that they're for significant complaints, given the requirement for a headmin to be involved, and I didn't feel that this fit. That being said, I still take very strong issue with the fact that I'm being painted here as going out of my way to bully a new player for an honest mistake. Firstly, I don't know who this player is, certainly much less knowing that they were a new player- in fact, throughout the round they acted in a way which implied familiarity with the server and the lore. I was under the impression that they were a veteran. Secondly, the claim here that I'm not making this complaint in good faith is extremely hurtful. I am a trans woman. This misgendering is extremely uncomfortable and offputting to me, in no small part because I am trans. It might not have been intentionally transphobic misgendering, and I, again, never claimed it was- but it was a tacit and deliberate refusal to accept being told to stop using "sir" on a female character. That is what made me uncomfortable. The fact that I'm unable to raise this point of discomfort without being labelled "toxic" or "disingenuous" and that I'm going out in "bad faith" and deliberately targeting and harassing new players is extremely upsetting to me. I am not trying to paint this person as a transphobe, and I'm not trying to cause some stigma here to spread among the community. I don't know who this person is, and the fact that I'm being ascribed motivations about this that I don't have, when in fact my motivations here were solely and exclusively to raise an issue that I felt deeply uncomfortable over is really upsetting. I didn't have malicious intent. I was trying to report something I found uncomfortable. The fact that you're trying to impart abjectly malicious intentions on me even when I've said otherwise is extremely distressing, feels excessively personal, and makes me feel like I'm not allowed to make complaints like this. -
BYOND Key: FlamingLily Staff BYOND Key: Campinkiller https://forums.aurorastation.org/topic/22628-player-complaint-ishwari-gajuti/ Reason for complaint: A few days ago, I made the above player complaint to raise an issue i had about a player's behaviour. My concerns focused on behaviour that made me and other players quite uncomfortable. This was done after an ahelp failed to resolve the issue. I want to stress here that this is the normal path of action when making a complaint about a player. Aurora has always had public player complaints, and they have always been where you turn for complaints of this nature. The complaint in question was summarily dismissed because I was "making a public which hunt" out of it and targeting the player. The fact that I've had these claims levied at me for following the normal complaints process is frankly, extremely hurtful. The implication that I'm on a vendetta to ruin the experience of a player *who I still don't know,* is something that staff shouldn't be saying. This complaint isn't about the outcome of the player complaint (Though I will have some things to say at the end), it's about the fact that I was given hostility and blame from the staff team because I followed the correct complaints procedure. If I posted this complaint on the discord, sure I'd make it a public trial. If I made accusations of character (I never once called the character or the player a transphobe, I was complaining about the ACTIONs), then sure, maybe I would have made it a witch hunt. The only unwanted attention the thread even got was one peanut poster who wasn't involved, everone else was related to the complaint. I want to ask, if what I did was wrong by following the normal complaints process, what else should I have done??? And if there was a better way about this, that should be made significantly more clear and not made through throwing around accusations of witch hunting and harassment. Additional remarks: I do want to briefly touch on the outcome. In the complaint itself Evandorf says there's OOC precedent to intervening when a character is misgendering another, and that it would have been appropriate to do so. It's not really clear if this is going to be communicated to the player from the outcome, because it spends most of its time accusing me of making this a public spectacle, but if not, I would hope at the very least that would be communicated. Also, taking staff action against someone for "self antagging" over something as mild as *pulling a knife and not even using it* sets a precedent that probably 90% of characters would fail to meet. It's an extreme position, but it's also not my complaint to make. If I were in Stripes shoes, I absolutely would, but I'm not and it's her complaint to make if she so chooses.
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Player Complaint -- Ishwari Gajuti
FlamingLily replied to FlamingLily's topic in Complaints Boards Archive
There was absolutely discussion from me at least during the confrontation but also when he continued to directly and insistently keep misgendering a character after it was said explicitly not to do so. Here's an example of him continuing to insist upon it when both directly confronted about it and presented an alternative -
Player Complaint -- Ishwari Gajuti
FlamingLily replied to FlamingLily's topic in Complaints Boards Archive
It was an insult thrown in at the very end as I was actively typing 'ghost' in the command bar while in the resdeck lift, so I didn't have the chance to. -
BYOND Key: FlamingLily Game ID: cBj-asE9 Player Byond Key/Character name: Player of Ishwari Gajuti (I don't have a Ckey) Staff involved: Melaria, Evandorf (See below) Reason for complaint: During the round mentioned, I got really uncomfortable vibes from this player. Firstly, they were playing a Gadpathurian, and felt like to me that they were really playing up a stereotype as they did, especially the constant use of phrases like, "Oh my good sir," "my friend" and similar. Secondly, the character openly and intentionally misgendered at least one trans character, though I believe it was two. In any case, the one I know for certain was against @Stripes' Vien Xuan Pham. It was not a one-off use of the phrase, it was a repeated and insistent use of "Sir" even when explicitly told not to. This did lead to an IC confrontation that I was involved in as well, but combined with later incidents, I do feel like it was more than just RP. The second instance I haven't spoken to about mentioning them in this complaint, but they can chime in if they want to. Thirdly, as I was leaving the round, they said "See ya guwan!" and then proceeded to follow it up with "I really should ask what that means." To be clear, at the time I was playing Mira Tilton, who is a human. "Guwan" is a pretty significant insult, but also one that completely does not apply in the circumstances. It felt like a very targeted, character breaking insult made just to be a cheap shot as I was leaving. Did you attempt to adminhelp the issue at the time? If so, what was the known action taken by administration/moderation? I ahelped and spoke with Melaria, and below is the ticket. Additionally, when I learned that it had already been ahelped, I spoke with Stripes and confirmed that she was the one to ahelp and had spoken with Evandorf, Approximate Date/Time: Server time: 05:30 2025-08-28
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It's been a WHIIIILE since I've played CultSim and I never really got very far into it (i don't really know what the hours mean) BUT I do know what the principles are. For my two mains at the moment, I'd probably say Mira catches in with Knock, Moth and faintly a bit of Winter. I wanted to say Forge because fire (he he ha) but not quite, I don't think. Optic, on the other hand, I think it's linked with Lantern, Edge, and Heart. And Secret Histories.
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Display brain damage for the patient
FlamingLily replied to NerdyVampire's topic in Suggestions & Ideas
I think it could at least be reasonable to have a general number/UI element type thing for specific regions of brain activity. Something like "I feel fine." - 100% "I've got a bit of a headache" - >80% "Everything feels a bit foggy." - >45% [i literally can't think of a line for this one] - >20% "What's... going on?" - >0% -
Draw mode for Hyposprays and precise injection
FlamingLily replied to Bots's topic in Suggestions & Ideas
well. a hypospray isn't a needle. Of course it doesn't have a draw mode. They're not used for what syringes are, they're used for rapid medicine administration. -
Display brain damage for the patient
FlamingLily replied to NerdyVampire's topic in Suggestions & Ideas
I totally agree with this. Except maybe the roleplay prompts- or at least not ones that specific. -
Unquestionable, huge +1 from me. Frankly, I think the quality of this application alone should be enough to justify the +1. The writing quality is fantastic, gripping, and the way Venty uses a combo of Tajara lore and more recent server events lore is so good and a fantastic display of the attention to detail that makes their characters so good. But of course, I have more to say. Ririlsk's long term redemption story is a fantastic character arc, and I've personally had fantastic RP with him throughout my time on the server. I haven't had as much with Andre or Kassid, but even what small moments I catch in the background or offhandedly, they seem as alive and real of characters as they can be. I'm not even sure how old of a character Kassid is, I only started seeing them recently but they have such a clear personality to them that they could have been around for years for all I know. Or to put it plainly. Extremely solid attention to the lore, to detail, and passion for creating these characters, and fantastic ability to portray them to a fantastic depth. Absolutely someone who will use the whitelist well.
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Increase the lobby Time To Start timer
FlamingLily replied to ASmallCuteCat's topic in Suggestions & Ideas
100% agree, the DDOS has made reconnecting hell and 90% of the time I don't even get to see the gamemode vote. On this note, if the lobby timer is extended, the gamemode vote should be later in the timer, as opposed to early. -
I think for this to work, it has to be basically goonstation's. 1 second max for the message, something that won't be overpowering when there's 5 people talking. Don't think it should be substantially different sounds other than minor pitch variations, either.
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You're missing my point. Badly. I'm not defending AI art. I couldn't give less of a shit. What I'm trying to convey here is that the attacks against people using AI art are just that. Attacks. They feel like bullying. They're conveyed in such a way that you're the asshole putting a million artists out of a job every time you even look in the direction of a generative AI system. It's cruel. Attacking people, calling them lazy, creatively bankrupt. Saying they don't deserve to participate in the creative field. (Which you said isn't what people are saying and then proceeded to say yourself). This sure is a valid point if anything that I'm talking about is monetized, which it isn't. That's what I meant by personal creative endeavour. It's not made for money. It will NEVER see profit. But that's not, and never was, what I was talking about. Neither is large multinational corporations replacing their staff with AI. This is a roleplaying server on a ~22 year old atmospherics simulator. You're not calling the CEOs soulless, or the Director of AI media creatively bankrupt or the cost-cut-happy HR manager a lazy, lowest member of society prick. You're saying all that to someone who just wants to create and play a character in a funny spaceman game. This is what's happening. This is what I've seen happen, and what you're actively doing right now. No amount of words and detailed reasoning can overshadow the fact that you are repeatedly calling anyone who has ever experimented with AI art lazy, that they're insulting the entire creative field. No amount of moral superiority can justify attacking someone personally over them just sharing something they were interested in. It's the kind of thing that pushes people away.
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I'm entirely in support of removing AI art from the wiki. To be completely blunt about it, absent any arguments of morality or environmental damage, the stuff on the wiki right now just looks bad. It's off putting. There's a building on there with windows the size of a 2x4. I firmly believe that, for those images, no images are better than what is objectively slop. However. I really, really want to push back against some of the stuff I've seen from people opposing AI art lately. Stuff like calling people who play around with it for their own personal creative endeavours (like flavour text images) lazy and "the lowest members of society" (?????) and being extremely aggressive when they show things off, even if said things are AI generated. That's an extremely solid way to burn people off creative exploration at all (and yes, I acknowledge that a lot of AI art usage is used to fill a gap in creativity in the corporate sphere, but this is not the corporate sphere, and you cannot assume that anyone using AI art is doing it out of a purely soulless creatively-dry place). A lot of people lack the physical skill to create art pieces but have a creative vision, and want to explore that creative vision with AI art. Maybe they'll eventually graduate to commissioning people. Maybe they'll be inspired and build off that AI piece with their own edits, maybe that'll get them learning how to make art of their own and eventually they'll leave AI behind. None of that will happen if we shit on people for wanting to express a creative vision. We are not a community of soulless corporates sucking humanity out of creativity just to afford a fourth house. It's not fair to treat people like that just because they wanted to experiment with a technology that is absolutely not going anywhere any time soon. And, sure, could someone instead commission an artist to get an art piece instead? Yes, of course. I don't think it's fair to expect someone to spend their money on something like that. That's a choice someone can make. Am I a piece of shit for taking a screenshot of my character's ss13 sprite and using it for their relay profile picture? Of course not. It took less effort and arguably less creative input to get that image that it would have if I generated it through some AI, but no one would ever consider denigrating me for it. And, yes, sure, there is a concern about training data and all that. We're not profiting off of space station 13. If the art was part of a business, sure, but it's not. There's no profit to be made here. So, sure. Remove it from the wiki. Enforce quality standards (or outright ban it) for actual server materials. But don't be an asshole to people. Be kind.
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I think making it a free language makes sense, as opposed to a mandatory one (like rootsong). As hazelmouse said, it's not automatic in lore to all positronics like rootsong is to dionae (game mechanics notwithstanding), however it is such a fundamental language to the race that imo it makes sense to give it freely (i.e. it doesn't take a language slot if you take it). This does open up IPC to having 4 languages (like shells have), but at the same time kind of balances out shells so they can't know literally every human language at once (presumably we'd be balancing out shells so they don't have free EAL AND three additional slots for a total of 5 including tcb)
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Reporting Personnel: Mira Tilton (Witness) Job Title of Reporting Personnel: Security Officer - Idris Asset Protection Contractor Game ID: czq-dtGa (Waystation RZ Canon Odyssey) Personnel Involved: Ricky Oberst - Captain (Offender) Mania Haller - Head of Security (Offender) Lynn Reyer - Warden (Witness) Aehruk Thos'kar - Security Officer (Witness) Frank Jurgen - Security Officer (Witness) Secondary Witnesses: (Name, Job Title - Short description of what they witnessed) Acacia Floros, Kobra Aslani - Hephaestus Asset Recovery Contractors (Victims, Non-crew, unlikely to be questionable) Jarek Radzig - Security Officer (Witness, Also involved in the gunfight) Narasi Perlyalna'Shirani, Lazarus So-Jal, Azarii Markarr - Bridge Crew (Witnesses, likely heard the exchange between the captain and the head of security.) Wesley Miyazaki, Voyager-468 - Responding medical personnel (Witnesses, saw the firefight) Lysandre Depardieu-Bodin (Witness, See attached evidence) Time of Incident: Approximately 00:00 04/05/2467 (00:00 GMT 04/05/2025) Location of Incident: Waystation RZ Nature of Incident: [X] - Workplace Hazard [X] - Accident/Injury [ ] - Destruction of Property [X] - Neglect of Duty [ ] - Harassment [ ] - Assault [ ] - Misconduct [X] - Possible Attempted Murder Overview of the Incident: Late in the evening of 03/04/2467, the Horizon received a distress beacon from an unknown installation. It was later revealed to be a Hephaestus installation, and two Hephaestus synthetics were found there. After a period of support, Head of Security Haller formed the view that the two synthetics were runaways. Shortly after this determination, two Hephaestus Contractors arrived to recover the synthetics. Without engaging in any form of meaningful discussion or diplomacy, nor even offering to verify their identities or tag scan the synthetics, Haller outwardly and explicitly refused, citing Captain Obert's orders. When the contractors refused to allow the Hephaestus owned synthetics to leave the Hephaestus owned facility, Mania ordered that they be shot with lethal force, which was later confirmed by the captain. I proceeded to attempt negotiations, and was constantly hindered by Haller, to the point that she ordered me suspended for it. I refused to comply, and accept any responsibility on my behalf for it, but I did so to prevent the meaningless bloodshed of myself, my colleagues, and other employees of the SCC. This did not stop Haller in any way, who continued to order an open, active, bloody gunfight, nor did it stop Oberst, who went along with such orders with no pushback or communication whatsoever on the security channel. Eventually, a fight broke out after Haller (or someone on the SCC's side, I'm unsure) opened fire on the Hephaestus Employees. I want to reiterate, these were Hephaestus Employees. They were both detained, and thanks ONLY due to the exceptional service of the medical staff, were able to both be brought back alive. I believe one of them, if not both, now suffers permanent brain damage, but I do not know their complete medical state. It's my view and of all the officers listed in this complaint that Haller and Oberst are impulsive, illogical, and poorly qualified for their positions, and that they have caused severe, permanent and debilitating injury, unnecessarily, to SCC employees that had committed absolutely no crime, no breach of regulations, additionally endangering our security staff for absolutely no gain, and fundamentally failing in the duties expected of the head of security. Submitted Evidence: I don't have comms logs of the order being given, because it was given verbally. A while after this incident, I was provided with the following transcript by Lysandre Depardieu-Bodin. Presenting this here for further evaluation. Would you like to be personally interviewed? [X] - Yes [ ] - No Did you report it to a Head of Staff or a superior? If so, who? If not, why? No. The Captain is an Offender. Additional Notes:
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