NebulaFlare Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 I'm done. Goodbye. *walks out the door* ... *turns around and comes back in* OK. Do-over! Woo~ I need to take care of a lot of personal, real-life stress. Voiding me going into a personal sob-story, my life is a mess; and 2D spessmen takes up too much of my time. I need to put a stopper on myself from playing this game. I need to get my life sorted out, and back together. I have spent too long procrastinating. I have no qualms with anyone; please understand this is something I have to do, for myself. I do not know when (or even if) I will come back. I'm sorry about getting up and leaving so sudden, and not tying up loose ends and whatnot. But if I did so I'm going to drag out my good-bye. So please, forgive me for this. I will not lie: I'm going to miss you guys. All the good times and memories and stories. And I really, /really/ hate leaving like this, but I need to do it. I don't want anyone to worry about me (Not like any of you care~ 3). I'm a big girl - I'll be fine. I'll make it through. But this is going to be my good-bye for...a pretty long while. Anyhoooow, I'm sleep deprived and high on caffiene, so I better do this before I realize what the heck I just did. ... ...I'm gonna regret this in the morning. P.S. You guys are great. Seriously. This community, the hard work of admins, developers, mods, lore writers, and every other person out there - awesome. Thank you all for being so awesome, and spending time with me. Hasta la vista.
Demonofthefall Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 Sad to see ya go but its a good idea if you think its taking up too much of your time and you need to sort some things out. Don't forget to come back and visit once you get things back in order.
PoZe Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 I don't want you to go, but real life need more then SPESS man. I know what is that, ss13 takes a lot of time and other things, that is why I left it for 2 years... Take Care Nebula!
Gollee Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 Take care Neb; feel free to chat with me on Skype or Steam if you want.
jackfractal Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 Never feel bad for prioritizing your health over a hobby. Best of luck.
nanotoxin Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 Good on you for getting things straight neb. I'll miss you and I hope everything works out.
nbielinski Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 I'm sad to see you go but I'm happy you're doing it for all the right reasons. Goodbye for now Nebula, it was a pleasure.
Eliot Clef Posted May 17, 2015 Posted May 17, 2015 We understand. Get your life back into order, Neb! Then come back and play with us when you can. Take care.
NebulaFlare Posted May 18, 2015 Author Posted May 18, 2015 So I am not tempted to play, (YOU REALIZE HOW HARD IT IS TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU AWESOME PEOPLE?) I have requested to be temporarily banned. However, I am still here on the forums. PM me and stuff, okay? I'm keeping in touch.
Guest Posted May 18, 2015 Posted May 18, 2015 I will miss you the way storm troopers miss han  Frequently?
NebulaFlare Posted June 6, 2015 Author Posted June 6, 2015 I'm just checking in guys. I got some....awesome news. My doctor found out why I haven't been succeeding while fighting an uphill struggle every time I try to get things back in check with my life. I have an old injury called TMJ - in simple terms, my jaw is misaligned to the rest of my skull. Most of the doctors I've gone to didn't want to risk trying to heal my injury, because it wasn't 'as bad' as others who have TMJ. If it's not severe, don't try to fix it, because it might just get worse. However, I guess something happened that progressively did make it worse - I dunno. TMJ makes you 'foggy brained' and sometimes disoriented, since the jaw can push back into the ear canal (I believe that's how it's best explained..) and it messes up your sense of balance. You can't focus, and you can't think straight. I've never been bothered by this because I'm just so used to it. But right after the first session I had to realign my jaw - hooooooly snapples, guys. The clarity that hit me was astounding. I cannot believe how my life has made a complete 180 degree turn in such a short span of time. I cannot even believe this has been what was causing all the stress in the first place! Now I'm getting an intensive 6 week treatment to fix the injury. Lemme tell you, it HURTS. I can't talk for an extended period of time, and I can't chew solid food (all I've had to eat since I've started was soup.) I can understand why the doctors wanted to avoid giving me treatment before. But you know what? I will take this painstaking task to finally be able to think clearly. It will be worth it. I have been in this fog this entire time and not even realized it. I want this thing to go away. So yep. That's an update. I'm gonna head off now, so catch you all later.
Crescentise Posted June 6, 2015 Posted June 6, 2015 That's really great to hear, Neb, good luck! Eat some ice cream~
Jboy2000000 Posted June 6, 2015 Posted June 6, 2015 Awesome to hear from you Neb, be well. Eat all your soup or you're grounded, ok?
witchbells Posted June 6, 2015 Posted June 6, 2015 Good luck! Here's to hoping you can chew food again soon.
PoZe Posted June 6, 2015 Posted June 6, 2015 Good luck with treatmemt! I wish you to have as less pain as it could be!
TechnoKat Posted October 21, 2015 Posted October 21, 2015 hi welcome back, about months ago, stop playing security, you're bad at it.
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