Cid tossed, and turned, in his bed for the fourth restless night in a row. The worry which was keeping him awake in turn made him worried about lack of sleep, and that had quickly turned into a frustrating cycle of mild insomnia. He irritably checked the time on his PDA next to his bed: It would be four hours before he had to get up for next shift, and it had been five hours since he had laid down. With a defeated sigh he again closed his eyes, and allowed his mind to wander, but he could only find further morbidities that brought him back to the present.
//The story below might offend some people. I've spoilered it out. It involves a cruelty done to a frog. No that's not a joke. If that doesn't bother you then read on.//
The lesson had not stuck. Now back in his bed it seemed history had repeated itself in a different way. Except this time it was people, and they could scream.
An old folk tune joined his thoughts. An appropriate tune for grim realities.
Cold blows the wind, O'er my true love; Cold blows the drivin' rain. I ne'er had, but one true love; in the greenwood they are lain
They had screamed, pleaded, fought, bargained, and no one had stopped - question answered. Again he had played the part of the morbid observer rather than doing anything.
I'll do as much for my true love, as any lover may; I'll weep and mourn upon their grave for twelve month and a day
What could he have done? Asked them to stop? Try to take on not just three trained, armed individuals, but also the rest of the team that he had worked alongside? Suicide. Someone else had tried. They were lucky with the punishment they got.
When twelve month and a day had passed a voice rang from the deep; Who is this who mourns for me, and will not let me sleep?
He was told that they were terrorists, but it was honestly hard to tell. He was shaking again. He focused on his breathing, and willed it to stop. He could manage to get the shaking down to just a feeling of cold tension now. No one had noticed so far, or at least no one had said anything.
Tis I, Tis I, O my true love. A kiss is what I crave. Give me a kiss from thy sweet lips, and I'll go from thy grave.
Part of him still wanted to run. Just leave back for Ashton, and forget the whole thing had ever happened. The mere thought left him disgusted. Even worse that he'd foolishly agreed to try to do something to make this right - as right as it could be.
My lips are as cold as the earthen clay, my breath is sulfur strong. Were you to kiss these rotting lips your days would not be long.
He would bring the issue to light, and maybe there would be several people like him just waiting to see that they weren't the only ones who thought what had happened was wrong. Either that, or he'd find himself alone.
My days be long, or short, my love - tomorrow or today; Let me have what I request, and the gods take what they may;
If that happened he'd likely just be next on the chopping block. They had done it to those three, what's one more? Worse still he was far from a leader - even if they agreed would anyone even answer, much less help? So what he would need first was someone who could make up for that. An orator who could articulate the issue well enough, or a wordsmith.
O don't you see the flowers, my love, where we were wont to stray? The finest flowers that e'er did grow are withered on this day;
Aye, withered to the stalk, my love, so too must you and I; For the dearest of friends on Earth may part so too must you and I.
//I'm open to any comments, or constructive criticisms. Thank you for reading.//