Your SS13 confessions

[Nik]

I have become rapidly more bothered by how disjointed the server's updates are, as I've been sitting on my custom item for nearly two months, and had planned actual IC occurrences due to the obtaining of the fixed coat for Rai. It's been so long that I've honestly forgotten half of them, and I've just lost a lot of interest in playing Rai much.

 

I am constantly aware that a majority of the players will be gone within a month, and that I'll reach another point where I get sick of the whole thing and do the same, only to return later and not recognize anyone whatsoever.

 

I really wish genetic powers were removed, to such extents that I hate geneticists on sight, because I'm always wondering when they'll sudden hulk up and become an issue.

 

I'm constantly paranoid everyone hates my characters, so I rarely use any of my new ones in case people don't like them.

[Conspire2Ignite]

I get my best character ideas in the shower.

 

I find everyone's LOOC conversations incredibly amusing, to the point where I've missed votes or people dying in the medical lobby because I'm absorbed in whatever dirty thing Meowy is saying.

 

I, too, hate genetics. That's why I made a geneticist character that hates working with human genetics and is an outspoken in his belief that it is impossible to change one's DNA to be a superhero. He's basically a protohuman peddler.

[Jamini]

I enjoy genetics tremendously, even though I despise powers, and want to some day completely rewrite it. My geneticist character studies what is essentially an exploit, providing reams of test cases for any CMO or RD unlucky enough to have her in their department.

 

I am ridiculously protective of my characters. To a fault at times. I rarely play as an antagonist for that reason.

[PoZe]

Lol, I am the only person here who wasn't powergaming,Erping and other crazy things (except bombing half of station as scientist without reason)

[Rusty Shackleford]

I love genetics and the idea that the secrets of the human genome can be at one's fingertips, and that one can be given a new lease on life with cloning. However, I do wish that the processes were more complicated and in depth, partly because I want more to do in that department, and partly because it would be extremely satisfying to me to have the random griffer who joins to get hulk and punch through walls/people ragequit due to the sheer complexity.

[Hackie]

Whenever I play nuke ops I try to be the edgiest edge lord to have ever edged.

[Aqy]

I'm horribly nervous to post on this, and I have no idea why.

 

This is the most socially casual I've been on these forums.

 

I'm terrified to role play sometimes, because I feel like everyone on TS is mocking what I'm doing.

 

I love playing Janitor, because nothing has ever been more relaxing to me than cleaning a dirty station.

 

When I'm a Janitor, I secretly hope everyone on the station is brutally murdered, so that I can mop up the mess.

 

I'm terrified to play antag, because I feel like everyone is judging every move I make, and hates everything I do.

 

When people are passive aggressive and add unnecessary question marks to the end of what they're saying (E.x. "Can you not?") it causes me insufferable rage, and the intense urge to punch everybody in their stupid faces.

 

I'm horribly ashamed of the way I role played in the beginning, died inside when someone brought it up once, and refuse to ever say the name of the character that was bad, in case someone recognizes them.

[GreenLightbulb]

My favourite race to play is muhcatbeasts, but I doubt I will ever submit an application to play as one.

 

My favourite race to interact with is IPCs, with Diona being a close second.

 

I OOC hate Unathi for pretty much no reason, but none of my characters are ever xenophobic.

 

I think the racial slur that r/ss13 came up with for Unathi, "ligger", is one of the funniest things to come from that subreddit. (If that word is too racist or whatever, let me know, you admins, and I'll edit this)

 

I feel like every character I play comes off as slightly macho-man, but when faced with an actual threat of death that they deem legit, they are generally cowards.

 

I try to greet everyone in my department when they arrive late via radio, and judge them based on how they respond (Unless I've worked with them before. Then the greeting is judgement free^-^)

 

If I'm playing engineer and someone I've never played with before says they'll do solars, I wait till they finish and check to see if they wired with knots or not. If there are knots, I go out and fix them. Every. Single. Time.

[Susan]

My favourite race to play is muhcatbeasts, but I doubt I will ever submit an application to play as one.

 

Why tho.

[Rusty Shackleford]

When people are passive aggressive and add unnecessary question marks to the end of what they're saying (E.x. "Can you not?") it causes me insufferable rage, and the intense urge to punch everybody in their stupid faces.

 

When someone is passive-aggressive at me IRL, I slowly and deliberately finish my current task while maintaining unflinching eye contact, to show them that I don't give the slightest fuck about their self-importance. I feel an overwhelming urge to do it ICly when someone says "Can you not?" ingame.

[enkas]

I also play this game in my bathrobe... But only because it is too damn cold in my appartment to play naked.

 

I am afraid to play antag, because I am sure that I won't manage to make it enoyable for others

 

I can't manage to play while speaking on TS, because all the talks there distract me from focusing on emotes

 

My favorite round type is cult, but only if I am playing chaplain

 

I am horribly unrobust, and usually prefer doing emote fights, but I don't expect them in this game, and never bother to offer people an RP fight.

[mrimatool]

My favourite race to play is muhcatbeasts, but I doubt I will ever submit an application to play as one.

 

Why tho.

 

Probs because you too slow on processing them! Pew pew pew pew

[GreenLightbulb]

My favourite race to play is muhcatbeasts, but I doubt I will ever submit an application to play as one.

 

Why tho.

 

Mostly because I'm lazy, but also because I'm afraid I won't be able to RP as a Tajaran as well as I used.

[Baka]

I'm horribly ashamed of the way I role played in the beginning, died inside when someone brought it up once, and refuse to ever say the name of the character that was bad, in case someone recognizes them.

 

I know that feel.

[Crescentise]

I get a little rush of euphoria whenever I see a PM in my inbox.

[Conspire2Ignite]

I'm horribly ashamed of the way I role played in the beginning, died inside when someone brought it up once, and refuse to ever say the name of the character that was bad, in case someone recognizes them.

 

I know that feel.

 

I feel like we should all start a club of definitely knowing that feel.

[swat43]

Sometimes on dead hours i join in as a baldie engineer, set up engine and then curse at everyone for being 'fucking yokels' and then go to cryo..

.-.

[monkeysfist101]

I made myself as a character once and ran it through the Mary Sue litmus test. I am apparently a Mary Sue.

I once spent an entire round (2+ hours) working a desk and reading The Hobbit in character.

I despise when people type ICly. All I can hear is "in characterly."

I read my character's (Danny Wahlberg) lines in Boomhauer's voice.

I was once complemented on a well rounded character that was really just a renamed Danny Trejo.

I resent the fact that antagonists are encouraged not to kill.

[Frances]

bump

 

I really miss a few players, although I've rarely if ever played with them: Nightmare, Tuiee, Leore, YeahChris, and Casper.

 

There is only one person on here that I would have considered to be a friend. I have never developed long-lasting bonds or gotten to know anyone else, ICly or OOCly. (Though there's people I hang out with sometimes)

 

I don't know why that is. It makes me sad.

 

I find it odd that I was promoted to Headmin without making any friends here, and don't feel like I've ever been part of the community.

 

Previous mod-me would've probably banned player-me. We meet somewhere in the middle now.

 

I've always hated roleplaying before because English isn't my first language and I don't find myself good at writing long descriptive paragraphs. I've always enjoyed writing dialogue, and like SS13 because you can roleplay decently by simply talking, and your actions are carried out by pressing a few buttons. This is why I do not emote a lot.

 

I've never hated anyone or been upset at anyone on here. I did yell at a few people for comedic effect.

 

I lie a lot.

[Erik Tiber]

It feels so awesome every time I hear someone talking about one of my characters, especially Lockie.Please give me attention.

Lockie is a partial self-insert, as you can gather by the above confession. I'm basing part of her character flaws off of parts of my personality which I frankly despise.

Much of the time when Lockie starts flying into a huge rage, it is because I'm OOCly aggravated. I'm trying to get better about it, but I obviously have quite a ways to go.

I haven't actually read the lore pages recently. Which I should probably change. Sorry, Jackboot.

I have like a dozen Google documents with various ideas for a future history to act as a version of SS13 lore. I've spent several dozen hours conducting research for this and writing it up, but I haven't made too much significant progress.

The idea for Lockie came from some previous brainbug of mine. The first itteration was inspired by the character Blackjack from the fanfiction Fallout Equestria: Project Horizons, and was going to be a character, Snow Drop (Yes, My Little Pony fanfiction, and yes this was their name), in this one fanfiction I wanted to write. I never got around to writing more than a page, but it would have probably ended up pretty dull. Snowdrop's entire personality could be summed up as "Overwhelming sycophancy mixed with extreme self loathing", with little else. Then this morphed into the idea of some story about a woman who wakes up having received massive mechanical augmentation following an accident, but nothing really came from that. A year after I Dropped the idea I happened upon SS13 and made Lockie.

[Tenenza]

I am a thrall to Duck.

I cannot truly disobey Duck.

Duck's word is my command.

[Doomberg]

I find infinite pleasure in having my characters written/spoken about/to, ICly or OOCly. I am a closet attention whore.

I absolutely hate dying on my main character. I'm not going to be OOCly pissed at people if it's legit, but I will avoid the hell out of it.

I almost never plan characters/character backgrounds. I make things up as I go. This does not always turn out well.

I am greatly distressed when "cryo" is written as "cyro".

I secretly fantasize about security power armor.

I dream of one day hugging Phoebe Essel.

[Tainavaa]

I find infinite pleasure in having my characters written/spoken about/to, ICly or OOCly. I am a closet attention whore.

 

I am this feel.

[NebulaFlare]

For the longest time.....as someone who prides myself as an expertee of engineer-ity....

 

I didn't know pulsing the AI wire in door would only turn it off temporarily. I always thought you had to manually pulse the wire underneath to turn AI back on. I am so, so, SO very ashamed.

I also didn't know there was something called secondary power wire.

[Casperf1]

bump

 

I really miss a few players, although I've rarely if ever played with them: Nightmare, Tuiee, Leore, YeahChris, and Casper.

 

i am still here franc

 

I maintain an absolute disconnect from my characters, and do not mind when they are hated and killed at all.

Before I took a break, I had a death count for Cecillia Lambert.

It was around 52, give or take.

I miss extended.

I do not speak over voice chat because my actual personality is too different to my OOC persona.