You had stated to us in admin helps that you felt justified taking out a character, to the point of husking them, despite breaking a rather big rule of self-antagging, griefing, and what I feel was metagrudge because of the implication you gave in the PMs. In turn, they were never cloned and had to wait an entire half an hour to play again, on a round type with absolutely no antags.
Why did you feel justified to wordlessly shoot them to kill them, despite knowing this would had resulted in consequences?