Hi there, so I just would like to start this off with saying that, I love and care about this community. It has been my family and my friends for the past two years and I have been grateful to meat so many of you. People here have blessed me with such good times and memory's that can never be replaced, people that can never be replaced. I have never been perfect and nor is this so I won't turn this into something too long. For the past few months I have been struggling with health issues, some I rather not discuss due to the privacy but others being my mental health, I have taken on more then I can chew in some aspects and this toll has had adverse affects on my reasoning and my friendships. I am a stubborn person and always have been, untrusting and sometimes rude to people and have often times shunned help when I need it most.
In saying this I have decided to move away from the community for a time, I had planned this due to a unfortunate real life event but I feel I should do this sooner for the best for myself. This is not a goodbye or a resignation but more so I need to step away and re-evaluate my health and priority's and come back in time and decide if I want to quit or stay and shorten my responsibilitys. I ask you do not dig or prod at if I will return or circumstances, however I do request this. Talk to people, be honest with people and be honest with yourself. If you need help, reach out to a friend; even if it seems to be scary, it is far less scary then the depths of what I have put my entire psyche through. Love yourself, love others, respect your limits and boundary and other peoples and never double guess yourself when you think you need help. We have a diverse community so I'm not going to put out specific resources but most country's and international helplines are there and are willing to connect you with support, but most importantly your friends are. Friends are everything in life, it is the one thing keeping us together and one of the biggest struggles I have had here is people being at the throat of others, so I just ask you in this time without me, re-think why you bicker, why you have these differences and how you can come to a common agreement that you share the same love for this place and game as I do or anybody else. I encourage you to use this thread not to wish me well, but to have a honest discussion with each other about helping each other out and being there for each and other.
I will be handing off custom item dutys to prate and abo for the time until, if ever my return. Take care my friends. https://youtu.be/Av5Jb52yFBo