Itâs very late over here but I really, really need to say this. How can I take your word that you werenât continuing to tell people? How do I know that youâre not even still doing it? You continued to do it when Alberyk told you not to, you did it in the past and even if you didnât intend for it to be spread about, telling people about a situation like this is of course going to be gossiped about. Youâve already changed your story multiple times in this thread, and gone around doing the exact thing I said you would do. Youâve been scoring pity points once again, by asking people from Aurora if you really are manipulative and a bad person, and apologising to everyone. Youâve gone on about how you should leave the server again, like you did last time and youâve left all of our mutual servers again. I didnât ask you to leave anything, I donât expect you to leave anything and I am not calling you a manipulative abuser. You are however, taking advantage of your problems IRL to try and push the blame off of yourself.
Just today as soon as the complaint went public you tried to spin it around in a private discord and say there was confidential information here and that you were dreading people seeing the complaint. This complaint got taken down and I can only assume that was something to do with you, as I messaged an admin and I had to provide confirmation that we all agreed on it going public. You said for it to go public! How can you try and say I made it public with any malice? We agreed for it to go public! Read your previous replies in the thread. This was going to stay confidential on your behalf, and you agreed to make it public. You're going back on your words from earlier in the thread also. You said that you werenât trying to come off as suicidal when you said âI donât want to be here anymoreâ and then later on youâre telling me you never said it. You canât boil all of this down to bad memory. Your story keeps changing and I don't think I can wholeheartedly believe that you were trying to rectify the situation anymore.
I am quickly going to write on the facts that arenât entirely clear as well. The reason that I called them emotionally manipulative is that at the start of this Estoy was going around, leaving all of the servers that we shared and using her mental health as a crux to gain sympathy from her friends. It got so bad that players who Estoy had been speaking to came to me, to voice their concern. This is why I accepted your apology because I was worried for you. How could I stay mad at you when I am being told you're telling people that this is making you feel physically sick? Making you feel like you don't belong here anymore, and you don't want to be around anymore. I couldn't. I tried my best to try and sweep this under the rug for you, for your own wellbeing but I was forced into making this complaint. You've told me in the past about what you're struggling with and I appreciate it and would never share your private life but, that has nothing to do with what happened here.
It isnât fair for you to use your mental and physical disabilities to attempt to push the blame onto someone else or away from you. You started the rumour, and you made it worse by instead of telling people that it didnât happen, you attempted to get witnesses on your side by starting conversations on discord with a line similar to âDo you remember that round where Ryan tried to bully Iskssi into his bed?â If you meant well why would you be asking so many players this? As for the continued yarn spinning? Estoy has admitted themselves that after Alberyk told them to stop talking of everything that happened, they continued to DM people about what was going on. During this time I was still getting messages from people who had heard about it and were wanting to get my side of the story. If youâre told to stop talking about something, you stop. It doesnât mean you are allowed to continue to talk about what happened but do so in a private server. Alberyk also told you to stop contacting me as well, I believe. That might not be spot on but if itâs not? I told you to stop contacting me also. Granted it wasn't as "firm" as it should of been but you must remember that at the time you were telling everybody how the circumstances had left you ill and depressed. I believed that you were being affected negatively by it all so I tried to end it by accepting your apology and moving on. Me telling you that we need to go our separate ways should of been enough, but you went out of your way to join into the rounds to come up to me and start conversations in LOOC. I immediately walked off and tried to get away from you but apparently you couldnât see that I didnât want to engage.